➤ 𝙹ªყ•𝙹𝚊ƴ .ᐟ.ᐟ ᯓ★

˙˖°⋆｡˚ꉂ #᥉𝚑𝚝ᥕ𝚝 #𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍𝚝𝚠𝚝 #𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚠𝚝 #𝚔𝚕𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚠𝚝 🫐⃟.꩜‹— 📎𝟸𝟶𝚢 • 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟼 𝚍𝚗𝚒 ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ.ᐟ | • 𝚗𝚋 ((𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚜! ฅ ฅ ✦ 𝚒'𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚊 𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚕 ⟡ °⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ *⁠･⁠｡ﾟ⊰⁠⊹ฺ ⍟ .꒷. 𖦹˙— ⊹ ˖

this pisses me off as someone who’s jirai with slightly darker skin

yes oomf im befriending you by liking all your tweets plz talk to me

Im so easily replaceable.. you can probably find someone better than me In the pits of hell

@chocosw1rl Too late,,?

Oomfs give me your pfp

This has never happened to me before, I feel so honored?(˶°ㅁ°)!!

@chocosw1rl Yeah,,,

@Anj0Violet4 I don’t think that’s healthy at all, I hope you are doing okay tho, that must be overwhelming

Have you ever missed someone so much that stalking their social media isn't enough and you feel an overwhelming need to physically chase them,,,?

@VoidinFlesh How do we do drugs when not allowed to leave home alone? (⁠θ⁠‿⁠θ⁠)

@Anj0Violet4 Drugs

What do we do when the funny things ain't distracting anymore

Is it manipulative to say "I made cuts in the shape of your name" in the middle of an argument? ((rethinking A LOT of things rn,,,

Nowadays I don't feel anything about it, but at the time I really only didn't kill myself because I didn't know how to do it lol ◉⁠‿⁠◉ (( I actually find it quite funny to talk about it, it doesn't even seem real, I feel like it was all a hallucination

About 4y ago my mom found out I wasn't christian and started blaming my friends at the time, saying they were going to hell and trying to drag me down with them 3 days later I was living 3,000 km from my hometown and without a phone cause the people I knew were a "bad influence"

Idk just random crazy lore drop cause e felt like doing it

@touya_char This or "they say they love me just cause they don't really know how i am"

i feel uncared for and unloveable, which seems ridiculous to say since people say they care and love me, but i also cant believe it and im convinced theyre all lying to me and hate me

i was foolish to think i could ever be loveable or fixable

@VoidinFlesh Okie!

@Anj0Violet4 I can dm you about it later

First, narcissism is neurodivergent Second, no the fuck we are not Third, narcissists don't "target" anyone Fourth, autism and NPD are incredibly similar Fifth, autistic people can often have NPD because growing up autistic is traumatizing and NPD is a traumagenic disorder

I'm still hung up on all the people I've lost

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@viiimce Idk i just feel like a terrible person overall and this thoughts definitely ain't helping with that lol, but thanks ur very gentle :)

@Anj0Violet4 -and isn't that a reason to be a bit more lenient to yourself?

@VoidinFlesh In my experience, this shit only gets worse,,, :(

My memory problems are getting really bad