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@sunslittter thank you tamaki i might #dmyoulater

@touya_char hi if you wanna talk to someone you can #talktome if not its ok i hope your doing okay

okay im #done

@Anj0Violet4 this. you only like the version of me in ur head, or who i pretend to be so you stay

@touya_char This or "they say they love me just cause they don't really know how i am"

i feel uncared for and unloveable, which seems ridiculous to say since people say they care and love me, but i also cant believe it and im convinced theyre all lying to me and hate me

@glitterydolly thank you 🫂

@touya_char i’m sorry i hope you feel better!

i can’t stop having panic attacks my chest feels heavy all the time

i want my mother to start beating me again so i have a valid reason to feel this way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

im sorry you have to deal with me

sorry drugs comfort me more than you, maybe that says alot about you. idk tho

다비호크

@deardolliie villy willy

hi oomfs give me nicknames🤔🤔🤔🤔

@miiyukon i love ur pfp

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@findingbrownyla hmmm i see, bigger hits do actually make the nicotine rush a lot more short-lived so maybe thats why. you dont have the affects as long as some1 who takes smaller puffs

@touya_char Oh btw I inhale the shit out of it LMAO like big drags, 1 stick gone in a minute or 2 maybe that's why I don't feel anything? My cousins take small hits

#drugtwt am I the only one who's not addicted to nicotine? I've never craved it, I only smoke when I get one and that's it 😭

@findingbrownyla well for me no, youd prolly have to do it longer but even then who knows u js might not be interested. but that seems unlikely because everyone gets the adrenaline from smoking which yk makes u addicted to that feeling

@touya_char Was that enough to make someone addicted tho

@findingbrownyla hmmmm, well it is different for everyone 🤔🤔🤔🤔

@touya_char Been smoking since I was like 15, when I first started I bought 2 whole packs so I smoked 3 sticks min a day until it was gone but I didn't crave it at all, it's weird I don't feel anything people say they feel, though my heart aches a little bit afterwards

I sometimes feel like nothing like fully non existent

@Reapercutting_ yes (we’ve never interacted)

Am I anyone's favoomf 🥹

@sunslittter kills you

it just keeps getting worse

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