@psycogenicFugue I see a lot of people like this. Large blocks of their lives blotted out with ink. I can't imagine why, but they probably don't want to remember.
something you gotta understand about me is that i was metaphorically in a coma from all of 2017 through all of 2024 which is why i constantly bring up my middle school years cause those are like my most recent real memories lol
i used to be strongly obsessive over certain people that are important to me. i worked hard to change that about myself and stopped desperately relying on them, i gave them space.
i became normal, but somehow, it feels like i lost myself, even if i lost something bad. (〃´𓎟`〃)