What’s the point of paying for @amazon grocery if they keep refusing to deliver last minute. Or the items are supposedly missing. Last four times now, they have canceled my order. And trying to talk to them about it is a fucking nightmare.
Buy yourself flowers. Take warm baths. Talk to your angels. Sunbathe naked. Swim naked. Frolic. Have a piece of cake. Have herbal teas. Read by candlelight. Dance. Wear your favorite dress for no reason. Learn something new. Say no. Pray for others. Find beauty & magic everywhere
I’m watching a movie with a cute wedding scene and I just realized Clete and I could never get married even if we wanted to because I would simply be unable to say any vows due to sobbing.
And the stuff that I am qualified for and pays more, is either out of town or hours that I don’t want to work because then I’d never see my family, or it’s fast food 😭.
Stressed as fuck bc I love my job SO much but I don’t think I can work with the paycheck anymore. Especially only getting paid once a month. Only problem is there’s literally nothing else in town that pays more and that I’m qualified for.