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My testimony of my Lord Jesus Christ:
I was raised in a traditional southern Italy family with catholic indoctrination.
My parents divorced when I was 8 after a few years of constant arguing.
I always felt something was off about the roman catholic church even as a kid.
So much hypocrisy, fake people, forced rules and rituals.
I thought if that is how God works and is represented, with so much evil in it and around the world, then I don't believe in him.
However I always felt there was something outside of the physical world.
I was bullied at school which made me very introverted.
Had only 3 friends from school with which I played video games with.
My best friend was depressed, I was always there for him.
He doubted my integrity and backstabbed me after an argument.
My first "love" ghosted me after a month we saw each other.
My girlfriend cheated on me.
Since then, I was at rock bottom, completely broken, tried everything, literally everything, for my depression, life seemed useless.
I became so hateful and bitter towards everyone, even my own family.
I wanted to go out of here.
Psychiatrist, pills, meditation, law of attraction, self help books and courses, even witches (the "good ones").
Nothing worked, it actually made things worse.
I started having extremely bad nightmares, felt chocked at night, sleep paralysis, and saw shadows whenever I practiced meditation.
And NO, it was not my mind playing tricks, everything felt more real than these words.
I became aware of the TRUE EVIL there is behind the physical world (Ephesians 6:12)
So I felt the pull to go to church during rosary time, I cried profusely whenever I went and felt better for a couple of days, but then everything came back.
He was starting to call to me... but I wasn't looking for Him.
Jesus was the ONLY one who answered my cries for help, by His grace He came when I was at my worst, after I willfully quit my job because my anxiety and panic attacks were consistent and I wasn't able to do anything beside sit at home numbing myself.
Had only a few months left before I had to find a way to sustain me and my mother.
"Weird" Christian videos started popping suddenly all over YouTube and my social media when I never searched or talked about it, roughly a week before surrendering to Him, and I felt a strong pull to watch them.
Each video of worship, prayer, deliverance from demons in the name of Jesus, I felt something in my body: goosebumps, chills, and started crying everytime.
I realized there was true power in His name and fell on my knees, suddenly having full understanding of His sacrifice and that everything in this life is about Jesus.
When I confessed from my mouth and BELIEVED in my heart, that He is my Lord and Savior, died for our sins and rose on the 3rd day (Romans 10:9), I started sobbing and crying for HOURS.
He delivered me from 10 years of depression, pride, sin, cornography, a massive weight came off my soul and I was born again.❤
The Holy Spirit filled me, and since then (June 30th 2023), I feel His immense love, peace and joy everyday, words cannot describe it.
It is Heaven on earth compared to what I always experienced.
Never went back to corn, I was addicted to it, depression instantly gone the next day.
I distinctly remember when I woke up in the morning and went outside, my usual view looked so beautiful and was astonished at every detail.
It's like the first time I saw it as a little kid.
My life completely changed, my thoughts and feelings completely changed, I was made new.
Only after that I naturally wanted to read His word, and EVERYTHING in the Bible made sense to me.
The evil and everything that is wrong in this world is caused by us, and satan influences us to do it, much more today than it ever was.
Jesus Christ is The Truth, The Way, and Life.
I'd lay my earthly life today, because I KNOW I'll be with HIM. ❤
We are saved by His Grace through Faith in God ONLY.(Ephesians 2:8-9)
Do not trust men, trust God, Jesus Christ.
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