Living in Abuse

@teamyoutube Onision is abusing Youtube DMCA process. He recently filed 2 DMCAs on Repzion @ddsulzbach that were false & got restored with no court order. He is intentionally taking videos down temporarily for weeks never to supply a court order ctt.ec/dhcTa+

he just came back home. threatened to shoot my dad

if i did killed myself when i was a teenager i wouldnt be feeling like this right now.. but i guess thats what i get for being a pussy

maybe one day ill grow a pair and end it.

havent eaten all day, cant leave my room. glad i have sleeping aids. just going to take one and sleep until tomorrow. bright side, no food = no calories = i wont gain weight today

i just pray to god i get into the grad school i want. 2 more years. career then i can save more and leave!!! just 2 more years of #abuse... sounds too good to be true.

@RevengeStalking im still trying to survive...

Surviving stalking is one thing ... Adjusting to life in the aftermath of this crime is yet another. #stalking #domesticviolence

until he actually #abuses me physically again, i have to deal with 3rd degree #menacing every day for the forseeable future.

thats when i called the #police. they filled a #domesticViolence report. i couldnt press charges or else id be homeless. Police said if i call them again they would arrest him. doubt it though.

after he tried to beam a storage box at my head, push me down 2x and force me to hide in the br. thats textbook #gaslighting

i scramble to my feel knowing what will ensue if i stay down and barricade myself in the bathroom. (no lock) call 911.. hes outside the br recording me on his cell, antagonizing me, calling me mentally unstable because im crying and screaming for him to stay away from me

a verbal #altercation follows. He snaps and throws a storage container at my head. misses and explodes against the wall. he runs towards me and i run away up the stairs.. he pushes me down in an attempt to sucessfully physically injure me. (beat me, bloody my nose, pull my hair)

to leave me #homeless if i call 911 when he assults me, pulls a weapon on me, threatens my life etc.. This day in particular were both out looking for cat and after HOURS i give up because i have to go to school. he screams at me saying its my fault i yell back that it was mom...

besides the face that you can SEE her let the cat out on our security cams. she specifically told only him that it was my fault. purposely, if you follow this account long enough youll see that my mom adds to the abuse by lying to him or lying for him. or threatening...

SO let me tell you guys about oct 4th '18. my mom accidently let the cat out of the house when she left for work. she called me and my dad telling us and told us to keep an eye out... she called him and told him i let the cat out when i went to bring my dad his wallet he forgot..

hes currently cursing my mom out calling her an asshole, and said "all these pieces of shit in this fucking house" #verbalabuse

He got in my moms face from what i can hear, she said "get the fuck away from me" to him.. im still locked in my room. hes slamming cabinets trying to instill fear, in true #abuser fashion

Lets live tweet the verbal #abuse! i was just called a psycho bitch because of what happened earlier today! you know when he threatened to #murder me after he beats me to a bloody pulp of course!

do you know what its like to be so young and be afraid to live in your own home??? countless #therapists have told me i have to leave this house. as young as 17 ys old. where am i going to go? what money? i have to choose between living in a #shelter or being #abused

I remember once he was on my dads back wailing on the back of his head, trying to knock my dad uncoscious? kill him? who knows what would have happened if i werent there. I pulled him off, dad ran outside to hide. couldnt breathe. we think thats when he had his first heart attack