FrayLethy | EN Vtuber

Time for my #Vtuber rebrand. Gonna be trying to stream every sunday and some days before work! Playing games and building Gunpla, come hang out! twitch.tv/fraylethy

Found a Voruna Prime bug #warframe #tennocreate youtube.com/shorts/f-e1K5M…

I have a proposal Women. Robots. Giant swords. Yuri.

Hey, I suck at using Social media. Im streaming again on twitch almost every day. Come drop by #vtuberen twitch.tv/fraylethy

the feminine urge to have a big robot to punch other robots with

Created my first Youtube short from a stream clip! youtube.com/shorts/ecvuXnu… #Vtuber #Envtuber #Expedition33 #ClairObscur #Clips #Streamclips #Twitchclips

Streaming Live on Twitch. Time for some Claire Obscure: Expedition 33. twitch.tv/fraylethy #Vtubers #ENVtuber

Sick girl tries to build Gunpla #Gundam #Gunpla #Vtuber twitch.tv/fraylethy

No stream this Sunday. Gonna be going to a concert. Will try to stream later in the week to make up for it

And my instagram is up with ALL of my gunpla posted on there. That wasn't tedious at all. instagram.com/fray.lethy/

Gonna try to make an instagram account to post all of my finished Gunpla from on and off stream on there. SHould have it finished soon-ish

@nidhoggsgf You KNOW what I voted :P

i was asking my friends but i wanna know what u guys think

@G_R_S__ God I love Hana Ni Arashi. But I think my fav is Cant Defy the Lonely girl

What's y'alls favorite Yuri? Mine is Hana ni Arashi (it's the best yuri manga ever made idgaf)

@qiandaiyiyu I absolutely love your art, easily in my top 3 favorite artists. I hope things get better

I want to be honest and it's important. I was getting constantly sick, getting pushed back, hating my art and hating myself for a long time. Last year I quit art because I couldn't deal with it. But I don't want to do it again. I wanted to explain my situation. It's long and boring. Lately, it's longer and harder for me to do things, like drawing. I really want to work hard for everything, but I am constantly getting tired and sick. Most of my art for the past months was made not because I was motivated to draw, but because I didn't want to quit art again. I hate drawing slow, I hate being out of schedule and I hate not being a good enough artist. More often than not it seems like my "successful" art is just pure luck and I won't ever be lucky again, since I have no skills. Art is one of the only things that makes me value life. It's not as much about popularity and fame, as much as I find it too diffucult to hold any meaning for myself if I don't draw. I've got to the point where I only feel good If I'm 100% successfull in things out of my control and this is simply unrealistic. Two years ago I've lost my home and I'm constantly moving. Considering that, my life has never been better than what it is right now and I'm unsure why I feel the way I do. I never wanted to share my "sad little story" about me being very depressed, but I can't lie about it any longer. I know I'm a fake, who complains a lot and wants too much for what she works. I am a pathetic person at my core, but that never stopped me to be better and work harder. I don't know the medium, where it's okay to give up, so I won't be stopping any sooner. I don't know what makes me happy anymore, but being a pitiful "I quit person" never did. I may be depressed forever, but I can't just sit there again. I wanted to sacrifice everything for art and improvement, but I was too much of a coward with no patience. I don't know how to express it and I don't know what to do. I'm turning 21 in a month and I'm tired of myself setting high standards, unrealistic expectations, thinking I'm never going to be good enough, being afraid of failure, being upset because I'm not as good as other artist, being sad because I'm "ignored", being fearful of my future etc. I know people will hate me for saying all these shallow things, but I can sleep in peace knowing that nobody will hate me more than I hate myself! I want to get rid of these, but I won't, because this will not give back meaning to my life. Everyday I talk to myself about everything that is not going right. And everytime I end up motivated to do something, and then I fail again and again. I had questions that I've been poundering for a long time since returning to drawing back in April/May, and this is how an idiot would answer. 1. What do I want to draw? Something, anything, just for it to be good enough for the others and me. It needs to be unique, and I will value myself and my life on the point of how will this piece get recognised. 2. Do you value money or artistic expression? I need to combine both and please everyone! That's the only thing that works. 3. When will you be as good as your favorite artists? Right now, sometime and never! Since I'm so much worse, sadder and unluckier than my idols! I'm the biggest Qiandai hater. I improved my art based on comments I received about how "the faces look croocked", "unrealistic anatomy is", "it was done by AI", "your old art looks better" etc. I read everything - good and bad, and I remember it too. I've bullied myself into working harder and improving, and when I finally did, it was never enough and I called myself talantless and not deserving of any attention I got. But when I didn't get my art to be recongnised, I bullied myself into believing it was a life sentence of being unknown. I'm tired...of myself the most. Not even getting shadowbanned, even though that is unfair, I'm simply exausted. Will I take a break from art? No, of course not. I can't be productive while resting, I will start hating myself for not working if I have a rest! Why am I such a shallow not-good-enough-but-please-notice-me-everyone person? I don't know. If I could, I would clone myself and slap me in the face 22 times. In conclusion, I know I'm not a happy person for sure. I don't know If i'm a good artist, and I don't know If my dream of becoming "700k+ subscribers, full-time big money artist" will ever come true or even make me trully fullfilled. I look at this writing it down and I want to put my clown makeup back on. All I wanted to say, fuck you, Qiandai! I'm sick of you for ruining my life! But I also really hope that you will find something to stop being so miserable. And I really hope you will enjoy art once more someday. It's not Qiandover. Ask me anything. I will draw a Shenhe in bondage dress this week.

@unity Don't do this -everyone

God this is one of my favorite moments in the entire game. It was just so fucking funny I couldn't stop laughing.

@nidhoggsgf Excuse me????? What kinda shit do you have to be smoking for this to make sense?

WHAT.

Anyone that uses the word “woke” is a line of dicks burrito wrapped in freeze dried shit

@nidhoggsgf Kafka and Blade from Honkai Star Rail. Big crossover event thing. Super sad cuz the event isn't even in my country so I can't get any of the merch ;-;

i dont go here who are these guys

I'm here to teach yall about proper maid cafe etiquette