ftgs

like just nothing fills that void anymore i dont feel happy ever not on drugs not while cutting or starving like i only feel remotely stable around her but even being awake just hurts everything just feels so pointless and meaningless and im so tired of it man

like how do you tell anyone “hey my mental health is getting worse but theres no reason why and there isn’t anything you can do”

my mental health is getting significantly worse even tho im on anti psychotics and i dont even know hwp to talk about it because nothing happened its just getting worse and worse

I love my bf ok ok

@ppostmortified i sorry u can talk ab it if you want

damn

.

what could i have possibly done in my past life to deserve being like this

i js looked it up my meds make me irrationally angry i need to call the psychiatrist im crashing out for no reason and its making me feel like the worst person of all time

@mar_lightheaded gang my hw was 225🫩 good fuckin lord at 5’3 btw

guys i used to be 180lbs (82kg) how tf did that happen. i lowkey forgot i used to be that fat.

i feel like the worst human of all time

i feel so guilty rn i dont know why i did what i did but i hurt her and idk what im gonna do

gonna keep this brief but my diagnosis today has really made me realize how fucked up of a life i have been living and truthfully it starts with this fucked up app, so im deleting my account until further notice, i will be back but for now goodbye

sometimes you just know when youve found the one. I know now

@slitzblades i did chat

@FuckTheGraves omg hi mootie!!!! i thought that actually nobody would notice help 😭

guess who's back

he asked me if i wanted inpatient and i said no😭

just told the psychologist everything ive been through while smiling and he genuinely looked at me like i was insane HRLP

guys dont run away from the hospital they will take you back