lia | shtwt

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i love living with one of my partners but that makes it impossible for me to cvt and i hate it sm i just wanna bleed but if i lock myself in my own room it'll be sus and i can't lock myself in the bathroom either cuz we only have one plus it'd be sus too even tho i have ibs lol

@hell_or_flying not rlly i feel like relapsing rn but it comes and goes, usually hits harder now at night, hope you're doing fine tho!

guess who's back

@braes75 i didn't get a notif for this whY OMG i'm so sorry 🥺🥺 hello omg i hope you're doing fine <33

@slitzblades omg hello

oh time to update my fucking age too

@FuckTheGraves glad to know that i'm not as irrelevant here as irl 🧚🏻‍♀️

@slitzblades i did chat

@FuckTheGraves omg hi mootie!!!! i thought that actually nobody would notice help 😭

@slitzblades welcome back moot

150 days wasted on nothing they were all full of intrusive thoughts and wanting to relapse tho so it's not that much of a waste ig

@Astoria022675 im super proud of you <33

man i took 24mg of clonazepam and ik that's not a lot but they didn't even treat me just sent me directly home and i feel like bs

my physical health is declining so much i have no doubt something must be wrong

im so sick like actually physically sick but i still can't stop thinking about relapsing i hate myself

@saltintheburn I JUST SAW TGIS i hope you're doing better hun <33 sending lots of hugs your way

hi

i wish people noticed me here and actually wanted to be friends with me, it's already painful enough to be so lonely irl being lonely on twt feels so fucking sad

relapsed but it was bullshit because there's nothing sharp at home i'm mad at myself

wanna know if it's cold? just check my scars if they're purple that's a ✨hell yes✨

nobody would miss me, everyone would eventually be better off without my existence, grief is just a phase and i'm a fucking burden

it's 2am what the fuck am i even doing i really don't know why do i have to exist

i need to bleed to feel alive