Gini Howell
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Gini Howell
@GiniHowell
Smith MS DIHT. Wife/Mother/Educator. Views expressed are my own. Follow https://t.co/kuIEfiKydb on Instagram in memory of my son, Cole Howell.
Houston, TX Katılım Mart 2012
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Tomorrow, Percy and Flo take on the Kew half marathon in Ruby’s memory.
Raising vital funds for @cclguk to support research to find better treatments for child & teenage cancer.
Continuing to be amazing friends ❤️❤️❤️
justgiving.com/page/ruby-perc…
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If you lost someone very special in your life, this is for you.
“Tired of hearing that I will see you again in the 'next life. I don't want to wait a lifetime to see you again. I want to see you today, right now.
Tired of being told I have memories to cherish. I don't want memories, I want to make memories with you.
Tired of the words "time heals". Time will never heal this empty place called my heart.
So tired of hearing that you are with God now, safely in his care...an angel in heaven. I really do not care where they say you are. I want you here. Here. Here with me. I want to see you, feel you, touch you, hear you, speak to you, and just sit in silence with you. It doesn't make me feel any better knowing you are at Disney land or on a cruise... or in heaven.
I am so tired of hearing that you are with me always. That you are watching over me. I can't see a spirit or touch a ghost. I do not want you as a guardian angel. I want you as a face to face human being. I want you alive and breathing. I want to hear your heartbeat and see your chest rising with each breath.
I am so tired of trying to make a life again. A life without you.
Tired of trying to smile. Tired of being strong. Tired of holding back tears. I am so lost. The pain is unbearable. Sometimes can barely breathe. I am so tired. Tired of having a reason to grieve.”
#Repost to show someone that they are not alone.
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Thank you for the lovely comments last Sunday for Tory’s birthday. I usually reply to each one but after an emotional day I ran out of steam (sorry) but it meant so much to read them. We went to Tory’s bench to find that friends had already left lots of bright flowers ❤️ #grief

Claire Carmalt@ClaireCarmalt
I’m sharing the many faces of my lovely daughter Tory as we miss her on what would have been her 23rd birthday. I love & miss her so much. So many beautiful happy memories but her life was sadly cut short aged 20. Happy Birthday my beautiful angel 🕊️💔❤️ #grief
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Heartbroken💔 to tell you that Abel has gained his wings in Heaven with Jesus✝️. He is now cancer-free healed in Heaven. Let us pray for his family for God’s comfort as they have lost a child 🙏❤️✝️
”With heavy hearts, we share that Abel traded his sword for angel wings on the evening of February 13th. 📷 The weekend prior he celebrated his 13th birthday—a milestone filled with love from his family. For five months, he faced DMG with quiet strength and resilience, enduring more than any child should have to. Abel loved video games, 80s music, and old horror movies, finding comfort in the things that made him happy. Though he was known for being shy and reserved, his love for his family was unwavering.
A beloved son, little brother, and friend, we are holding his family close to our hearts.💕We send our deepest sympathies to his family and all who knew and loved him. May they find strength in his memory and comfort in the love that surrounds them. Please keep them in your thoughts during this difficult time.🙏” -The Cure Starts Now🎗️💛🙏✝️

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@TXConservReport @GregAbbott_TX You don’t want parents to have an option for Texas kids? You’re no conservative
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I used to be proud that @GregAbbott_TX was our governor. Then I was disgusted that he was bought and paid for by the voucher lobby. Now I see him tweeting at Democratic staffers and former reps like he's a scorned teenage ex-girlfriend and I just feel bad for our state.
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@estherkhaddad I am so very sorry. I feel the same way after losing my son. It’s all devastating. Sending you love.
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When you have a dead child, absolutely nothing else matters much. Especially when their death is sudden, and tragic. And you find out about the harmful treatment. For which you paid. It haunts you. Last month was my birthday, but I don’t care. I will never care again. I just want my beautiful daughter. #grief #childloss #justice4mona #CarleneMacMillan #owenscottmuirmd #brooklynminds

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@wweisawesome123 Hi Ben. I’m struggling too. Sending you strength.
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@NiallHarbison We sure were pulling for sweet Alba. Thank you for loving her.
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This was Alba’s song. I used to play it to her and sing it when out looking at the sunrises and sunsets. I’ve no idea how it happened or where it come from but the best part is when you read the lyrics.
I’d love people to play it on full blast and think of her happy wagging tail. The tail never stopped even this morning. Only happy thoughts. Hold your dogs tight. Go on the extra walk. Watch the sunset this weekend 💜
How confusing, it must be because I love you
Che confusione, sarà perché ti amo
It's an emotion that grows little by little
È un'emozione che cresce piano piano
Hold me tight and stay closer to me
Stringimi forte e stammi più vicino
If I feel good about it, it will be because I love you
Se ci sto bene, sarà perché ti amo
I sing to the rhythm of your sweet breath
Io canto al ritmo del dolce tuo respiro
It's spring, it must be because I love you
È primavera, sarà perché ti amo
A star falls, but tell me where we are
Cade una stella, ma dimmi dove siamo
What do you care, it must be because I love you
Che te ne frega, sarà perché ti amo
And it flies, it flies, you know
E vola, vola, si sa
Higher and higher we go
Sempre più in alto si va
And fly, fly with me
E vola, vola con me
The world is crazy because
Il mondo è matto perché
And if love isn't there
E se l'amore non c'è
Just one song is enough
Basta una sola canzone
To make confusion outside and inside you
Per far confusione fuori e dentro di te
And fly, fly, off we go
E vola, vola, si va
Higher and higher we go
Sempre più in alto si va
And fly, fly with me
E vola, vola con me
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@NiallHarbison She’s such a sweet girl. Sending all love and good vibes for her.
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Gini Howell retweetledi

Our hearts broke 12 years ago today when a gunman killed 20 precious children and 6 brave educators at Sandy Hook.
We must continue to honor them and others affected by gun violence with action turning pain into purpose.
We won’t stop until we get the job done. #EndGunViolence

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Mrs. Tartamella’s book-mas tree!📖🎄Students shared their favorite book and she printed out the book cover to decorate their classroom tree. @BeckJuniorHigh


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@KindlyLoudly This is so lovely. Happy Birthday Ruby. I am going to take your advice and do this for my son on his birthday. 💔
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Most of all LOVE your friends, your family, your pets. Cherish your time with them and don’t take anything for granted. ♥
#livekindlyliveloudly
#rememberingruby
#forever18
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@DrJKWallace I’m so happy you followed through and filed a report.
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Okay one last update before I go back to space stuff.
He’s making biscuits and sleeping on my face. I think he’s adjusted.
Andrew McCarthy@AJamesMcCarthy
I’ve felt a void in my life ever since my cat passed last year so I went and adopted the cat with the saddest eyes at the shelter. Hopefully he likes Bailey and astronomy and I can give him happy eyes 🥺
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