Jay

I need to go back to not eating at work 💆🏻

Well I did it once I can do it again 🙁

Might try to break my record of 71?

@fr13dM1lk AM TRANGENER 🗣️🏳️‍⚧️

@mikkiplushi Well technically my first real trigger I was 121lbs and then I lost ab 20 lbs and then I recovered and then got into binging and then was 150 and now I’m 137 so.. however u wanna count that 😞

i lost 15kg on my ed journey so far and it feels like not enough 💔 whats the average people usually lose

@starved_cat Don’t even get me started 💔

If I hadn’t recovered I’d probably be at my gw by now and that makes me wanna try again

@killyourse11989 I want to get married

Maintained for three months who want me

Body check video not funny cried (I was supposed to be at my gw rn…)

@lightlykat Chicken pot pie…..

@Su1c1d33b0y Yeah and I got to watch 👅

@connectionfear Spin opposite directions at each end of the room instead of making an oval. Helps a lot

“why do u pace in place?” does this shit NOT look nauseating? 😭 dawg i don’t have SPACE & i live in the DESERT it is never under 85-90° outside until dec-mar … I DO WHAT I CAN 😭

@F1shGy I would go insane

@lexapro_mg It’s okay I’m going through the same thing. Just start slowly, eat 3x a day then 2x and then you can go back to however ur eating habits were before

I feel like I’ve ruined everything. Am I even able to come back from this? Or am I doomed?

It’s actually pathetic how I complain about my body and then actively make things worse

@Coffeereexic Do you know ur body fat % plsplsplspls

@calorilyn I don’t need full recovery I just want to reach a new lw, then maintain ~120.

is your end goal recovery ?? i like to think mine is !! (>.<) ♡

@EL3CTRICANG3L Same I had a lot of stuff that’s hard to be exact w cals so I’m extra paranoid

anyway idk about anyone else but im fasting all day to make up for the cals i didnt count yesterday

@Axls_W4st3d Lmao don’t worry

@Jay_isonline Hopefully the lax and coffee come after the workout.. otherwise I wish you the best