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In my teens, I was depressed, injured, and had no desire to live anymore.
Now I am 23, and I accept myself as a person. I have run several marathons, have a clear purpose to live for and work towards it.
Here’s what changed in the last 7+ years:
(My Story)
I always loved sports, but from the ages of 13 to 18, I suffered several injuries that forced me to stop doing what I loved.
Then my life got out of control, and I became addicted to:
- Porn
- Video games (I spent all my money on them as well)
I'd copy my way through school and played video games from 2 PM to 2 AM, slept for 4-5 hours, and went to school.
That went on for years.
I was never satisfied or happy with that, but I felt paralyzed and didn’t know how to change.
There was always this question in my mind:
“Is that it? Is there really nothing more to life?” And at that point, the answer was no.
I lost my desire to live - I hated myself.
I hit Rock Bottom
Three surgeries and a couple of years later, I was able to do sports again, and I started endurance running.
Exhausting myself during physical exercise has become a way to cope with the pain.
In 2021, I ran my first marathon, in 2022, I ran my first official marathon, and in 2023, I ran 50 km with no preparation completely by myself.
The feeling of accomplishment and being proud of oneself was unbelievable.
I quit playing video games because I’ve come to understand that there is real life as well.
Then I started my self-improvement journey. I started to:
- Exercise
- Read lots of books
- Listen to mindset podcasts
- Meditate and learn how to enjoy silence
- Write and understand why I think the way I think
I spent hours questioning myself, trying to understand why I am the way I am and what beliefs drive my day-to-day life.
This was a painful and long process, but it ultimately led to me understanding myself and accepting myself as well.
I learned how to take control over my brain.
In the book “The Power of Now,” there was a quote that resonated with me:
“The mind is a superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly - you usually don’t use it at all. It uses you.”
Today, I am on a journey to inspire other people who:
- Feel lost in life
- Have a goal but no idea how to get there
- Struggle to take control over their mind and actions
Don’t get me wrong; I haven’t figured it all out, and it’s still a daily process and fight.
But I know how to take control and how to stop myself when I fall back into old behavior.
I hope this inspired you!
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