julie

I refused a relationship not because I didn’t care, and not because I didn’t like you. I did. But I cared too much. I lied at times, pretending I was fine, so you wouldn’t feel overwhelmed by guilt or need to over-apologize. Saying no was my way of protecting both our hearts.

@AmethyPhoenix & pain is temporary even if it takes a while

@JulesRR34 As I say, it's better to let it all out than to hold it all in, because letting it out is far more healthier than holding it in.

I refused a relationship not because I didn’t care, and not because I didn’t like you. I did. But I cared too much. I lied at times, pretending I was fine, so you wouldn’t feel overwhelmed by guilt or need to over-apologize. Saying no was my way of protecting both our hearts.

it’s weird how you can actually feel it in your chest and stomach when something really hurts your feelings

stop breaking your own heart trying to make a relationship work that clearly isn’t meant to work. you can’t force someone to care about you. you can’t force someone to be loyal. you can’t force a person to be the person you need them to be. let it go.

never force relationships or communication. if it's not mutual, then let it go. people know exactly what they're doing. if they wanted to match your energy, they would. start rewarding inconsistency with unavailability. allow them to lose you.

I’m sorry for the random vents. Just something to clear my mind

I’m still grieving, but I’m also learning. I’ve realized that love without balance becomes a burden. I don’t know what healing looks like yet—but I know I deserve peace, even if I have to walk away to find it. I will be seeking therapy asap…

@RBLX_Rule34 Hii, I hope you’ve been doing okay. I really appreciate your words. It’s just hard for me to let go/move on and accept it. It’s been months and I’m tired of struggling 🫶😓

@JulesRR34 -keep on going. if you need someone to talk to, or talk with, i can be around too given that im around your timezone ;-; eitherways you got the strength in you than you realize and hopefully you keep moving forward day by day. stay strong, all of this will come to pass.

I’ve been going through so much lately. This heartbreak has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever carried, and knowing that some of you took the time to hear me out, without judgment, means the world. I may still be hurting, but you

@AmethyPhoenix 💙

@JulesRR34 I give hug of comfort 🫶🏻

@silentraven27 thank youu 🫶😌

Depression is no joke btw

Again thank you to those who actually care & check up on me. Idk when will I recover. But I’ll be fine. I promise 🫶

understanding makes the weight feel a little lighter. I’m so grateful. I may never get the closure I wanted, but at least I know I’ve been honest with my heart, and that’s something no one can take from me.

Overthinking