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Hello Kings and Queens! ♥️ Some of you may have noticed that I have been MIA for a few months. I do this from time to time and I want to publicly address this. Beginning in 2023, I started to engage in the New Age Spirituality/Occult space. Providing daily astrology and tarot readings.
Admittedly, I started doing this to help me make sense of and heal from something personal going on in my life. Diving into these practices gave me a sense of relief at first, knowing that I’m not the only one struggling in love, going through a dark night of the soul and a sort of spiritual awakening.
I didn’t know what was happening but in my ignorance, I needed answers and I needed them now! (It’s my money and I want it now! Hehe 😝) Engaging and “helping” you all gave me a sense of pride… until it didn’t. Constantly the Holy Spirit would nudge me, tug at my heart and soul, redirecting me to question engaging in activities that were against Christ and clearly warned against in the Bible.
Yes, I am a Christian and thought I was always one. My religious elitist pride convinced me I couldn’t be deceived.
It’s funny because I started to actively engage in activities and with people I previously looked down on. And for the latter, I am truly sorry.
But I resisted the Holy Spirit. Saying things like “I’m calling on the name of Jesus, though” “I’m helping people” “This is helping me” All excuses. But my ego couldn’t let me admit that I’m leading people away from trusting in God only, and turning myself into a replacement “god” of sorts. I’d never prop myself up, but I might unintentionally be leading others to do so.
Due to the Holy Spirit’s conviction, I simply couldn’t continue engaging with the community in the way I was. I was a lost soul guiding and directing other souls. I wasn’t leading you to no where good.
Hearing your stories, seeing your pain. I had no authority, I had no right. I’m not special and I’m not “gifted”. That authority is Christ’s and Christ’s alone.
I know this post may be triggering. Whether your healing from church hurt, religious abuse or you do not consider yourself a Christian. Please do not view this as a sermon, a dismissive post or a conversion attempt.
I simply want to publicly renounce my previous involvement with the occult and New Age Spirituality and make a formal statement of the Christian Faith that aligns with the Apostles Creed.
Thank you so much for your kindness. I will still be here but with a slightly different focus. We live in a world of spiritual confusion, I think we all should navigate this spiritual world with clarity and discernment.
I love you all! God bless 💕
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