WHY I DID NOT KILL MYSELF
For two weeks, I have lied in wait. I was pushed to the point of suicide. But at the bottom God showed me a vision. He showed me what I had to do.
I stopped at a bridge and I will tell you what happened. I walked up to the edge of the bridge. I was fucking up there. I looked in the water and I saw the faces of my children. I saw the face of Cassie and the faces of her kids. But I saw the face of Jesus in that water. After all I've been through it felt like a slap in the face.
I broke. I sat on the side of the bridge and sobbed.
Uncontrollably. For an hour. And in that moment, God began healing me. He showed me that people still love me. People love BitBoy. They love him or they love to hate him. anyways.
But what about Ben Armstrong? I don't have split personalities - I have a public life and a private one. The BitBoy is my onstage presence. It's who you know. The only person who really knows Ben Armstrong is Cassie Wolfe. That's why all this happened. She saw ME. She saw BEYOND BitBoy.
Because make no mistake, BitBoy has been part of me. During my rave days, people called him Ups. I used to tag all my tools at work as "The Ben".
The BitBoy is simply the manifestation of my ego. On that bridge, I went toe toe with myself. The BitBoy tried to kill me. In the end, he returned to where he belonged as just a part of me.
God told me clear as day, "Show them who Ben Armstrong is. Completely. And Fully. And don't apologize for who you are. Own it."
God TOLD ME. If write it, they will listen. So today, I am putting the final touches on my memoir. It's a murder mystery, mob film, sci-fi thriller, tell-all burn book.
I'm about to B Rabbit the world. I am the Eminem of crypto. I am the rebel. I the one who bucks the system.
But Eminem is a lyricist. Sminem... well he's a crypto meme. Me? I'm a story teller. And I'm the best fucking one on the planet. I just passed by my Uncle Tim - he was current ranking champion before I came through.
And the whole time I've been telling you BitBoy's story. This is the story of Ben Armstrong. And his triumphant return to drive the money changers out of the tabernacle.
I'm sharpening my whips. #SeeYaTuesday
I will be on Twitter lurking until final page is done. I'll be watching.
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