Laylahtrix

@Puckmeat I just wanted to say that while I don’t understand completely but I can emphasize. “It’s just acne” and like yeah it is but the distress and agony are very real feelings. I wish I knew a solution out of the mess. But please know I’m wishing you the best. I like your posts. 💛

Suicidal thoughts because of my acne again I am doing to die because of this I can feel it. Either I take my own life or I give myself sepsis from picking. I think about my acne and getting raped for ~3 hours every day and I will never have a job again unless the acne is gone.

being in lesbian spaces pre-hrt and being viewed as a lesbian was some of the most liberating feelings I had ever had up until that point. I had finally felt alive being a woman amongst women.

Thinking back to when I started HRT and a few months in my coworkers said they thought I was a vampire now because I had started to inexplicably look so much better

@wheredoiput @phosphorus_phi I thought the same for a long time because my parents never hit me. Turns out I was getting traumatized in various other, less obvious ways instead

@phosphorus_phi people say that not remembering anything is a trauma thing but ive never had any traumatic experiences, yet i can barely remember anything either

quirky childhood stories!! 🤣🤣

@poke_times :/

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@NathanHound Something like this, for example.

jerma seeing t4t porn: listen, whatever your best self is… thats who you should be! if you want to be a girl thats a dog, go for it! NL seeing t4t porn: so my confusion is in the mechanics of the orchiectomy here

Old stim "Heat from fire, fire from heat" New stim

@Emiturbina1 @HoneyKraut @Dykeocletian If I go to jail they take away my HRT that makes my life worth living, send me to men’s prison, and then I’ll get v-coded. Taking drastic action is higher risk for me. I will join when a real movement gets going. Safety in numbers. Right now I’m just fighting to survive each day

@Laylahtrix @HoneyKraut @Dykeocletian And you think this isn't your own battle to fight because? You do realize that your inaction o ly allows this to happen to more groups and makes it worse for your own, right?

"wHAt ArE wE SuPpoSEd tO Do" "NoNe oF Us WaNTed tHIs" god I hate americans

I know what we’re “supposed to do” is revolution but I don’t think it’s selfish for members of a group among the most targeted by this admin to not want to be among the first to throw their bodies into what would be be a long, brutal battle against the worlds biggest military

@HoneyKraut @Dykeocletian I saw a guy on here say we need to be willing to put our bodies on the line to stop this and Im just like??? Me??? Trans woman whose country goes out of its way to make my and others like me lives hell?? Like idk dude I got my own battles to fight and this isnt one of them sorry

@Dykeocletian cloudy the trans woman e celeb should commit rebel terrorist acts on the US government because foreigners say she should. Like maybe target a different account?

@YaBoy878 @bottleneckloser My transition is a big deal that touches many aspects of my life. Many people are interested in my perspective as a trans person. But there’s fulfillment outside of that through art and good friends!! Hope this helps

@YaBoy878 @bottleneckloser I was being hyperbolic for the sake of the bit. I actually have a number of hobbies I take part in, I go out with friends, I have a career, etc. The most interesting things about me is really is that I always have a WIP art project and my outlook on life.

“You only tweet about being trans and having sex” yeah I’m the being trans and having sex person what do you want from me

@venusinpearls_ @wormfingers @polypocketknife @tortorororo Thank you for replying. I’m still working on a lot of this. I’m very grateful that HRT has done a lot for me in the meantime. I’m hopeful in the new year things will be a bit less stressful and busy in my life so I can finally dedicate more time to finding my style.

@Laylahtrix @wormfingers @polypocketknife @tortorororo learning to do makeup, styling your hair, finding a fashion style that suits you and you enjoy. it's a part of what every cïs girl goes through growing up and sometimes it doesn't come naturally or immediately. I only started to feel confident in my presentation last year :)

so true sister pre hrt i was passively suicidal to the point of constantly oscillating btwn anxious dissociation over losing more of my future and chronic depression over the loss of my body but now after 4.5 years of hrt’s magic i can say i am the exact same man but with gyno

@wormfingers @polypocketknife @tortorororo Just out of curiosity could you provide examples of those things?

@polypocketknife @tortorororo people invest so much into the medical side of transition and so little into the social side and like yeah, you gotta learn shit cįs girls did in middle school. yeah, it sucks, but do you want this or not?

Still watching? I have to ask, why not change the channel?

@mooncatvivi I feel like I see your posts in my feed pretty often over the course of the last month or so? They are often relatable, which is concerning. Let me know if you’d want to chat / if you need help? There has to be way out of the mental trenches.

the idea of ‘me’ feels like something separate i cant relate to & often i’m disgusted by myself. i hate that i have a body i don’t want to be perceived i feel like a burden on everyone my existence feels wrong & i genuinely think i’d be better off not existing in the first place

@madeofst4rdu5t Do you have any recommended reading on this subject because I’d like to learn

I'm actually saddened by the way that many queer teens don't know any queer history and have decided that the identities of some of those who were fundamental to the fight for our rights are simply wrong and unacceptable