@sommi_illu well you've described a feeling i've had with all of my unfinished art, whenever i try to render, it loses it's "rawness", which i like too >.<
I really envy jobless artis cuz got more time to create art and be less tired i guess, me with a full time job, about to enroll to college and probably wont have extra time to draw makes me depressed, i wish i was 15 again 🥴🥴🥴🥴