Madow 🪄🌟

Hi everyone! I’m Madow Adam, but you can just call me Madow. I’m thrilled to announce that my debut is happening on 1/22—just two days away! My debut will be a video of me playing Granblue Fantasy Relink, and I’ve got some exciting surprises in store for you! 🎉 I’ll be posting the video around 2-3 PM EST (if everything goes smoothly). While I can’t guarantee everything will go perfectly, I’m all in and committed to giving my best. I can’t wait to share this special moment with all of you, and I’d love for you to be there with me to celebrate this new chapter! The link to my YT channel is in my Bio—let’s enjoy this journey together. See you all soon! #Vtubers #ENVtuber

Stream starting soon! I hope you’re there for the next episode of the Sorrow of The World D&D campaign. The stream starts in 10 minutes twitch.tv/madowadam

The next D&D stream is going to be starting soon so get in while you can! twitch.tv/madowadam

Sadly the D&D stream will be canceled tonight because the players are too busy. Hopefully we can have the session next week at 5:30 CST.

Sadly the other players can’t make it to the D&D session that was meant to be tonight, so I will be canceling tonight’s stream. We will try to have the session streamed next week on Wednesday with 18th at 5:30 CST.

The next session of the Sorrow of The World D&D campaign will be live in almost an hour from now. Come by so you don’t miss the live experience! twitch.tv/madowadam

I’m back from my hiatus! I have some special news to announce. I will be live playing my own D&D game tonight at 5 PM CST on Twitch. Hopefully you’ll be one of the first watchers of it! If you missed the stream, I will post a VOD of it on YouTube. twitch.tv/madowadam

@VlVSlES But wouldn't they just say the same thing on the more private sites as well? Considering the fact that if they say that on public sites, then I don't really think that stops them from saying it anywhere else. But I guess what do I know.

protip: dont post your commission prices on tiktok or instagram

@LilyTemmer @madeinamerica A lot are, but the ones who do are really successful and well known in whatever specific sphere/genre they’re in. Though I would say they are mainly successful because of their perseverance, even when they aren’t seen/known.

@Madow_Adam @madeinamerica Absolutely right, Madow. Btw, creatives are generally terrible at marketing themselves.

I have a Conservative child and a Liberal child. My Conservative child works hard! He has been steadily employed since graduating college. He bought his first home not too long ago. He is adulting…we are very proud of him. Never wants to have to ask for help…

I’m just using “worker drones” as an analogy for people who like and find meaning in doing traditional work like a 9-5 or a construction worker. Nothing against them, if they like doing what they’re doing then that’s great. Though from the information and prospective the mom gave us, yeah she does look lazy. But I would say that the daughter’s main problem is that she gives up immediately when she doesn’t find immediate success. If she had focus and dedication she would find the success she is looking for, for example, if she marketed her book better and made more books or wrote other things. If people don’t improve upon themselves then they will only limit themselves and make themselves stuck.

@Madow_Adam @madeinamerica Someone who is self sufficient and independent is free, not a worker drone. Lazy liberals never learn

That a big problem a lot (if not most) people have. If they don’t find success immediately, they give up and leave. Most success comes after a lot of struggle and error. Though for creatives it’s even worse because that’s how they typically get their money and success, and giving up immediately means they typically won’t get their money money and success they need to live and to feel important.

@Madow_Adam @madeinamerica Didnt get instant success, insta quits 💀💀, yeah mate, so creative!

@Veibae That’s crazy 💀😂😂

they'll have to steal from another charity to sue me lol

Are you doing it because you want to do it, or are you doing it because you’re being pressured into doing it? I would recommend doing what you’re interested and inspired to do. When I was in college, I felt empty and always thought “what am I doing here?” Until I stumbled upon a revelation.

I start college next month, I’m a bit nervous. Does anyone have some advice they are willing to share?

@Veibae Why is it the more I hear about this company, the more Doofenshmirtz comically evil they sound?

and so our NDAs are now void why i left VSHOJO - back in 2023, vshojo tried to bully me into one of the most predatory contracts that i have ever seen. when i tried to ask more about it, their COO got extremely hostile with me and refused to answer any of my questions and so i had to hire a lawyer in order to get some clarification. during the talks, it became clear that vshojo would rather let me go than to take less away from me. they were ultimately wanting me to give up more than half of all my sponsor revenue and over 60% of all merch sales. all i asked from them in return, is to not take a cut of the sponsors that i was getting through Mythic, as that cut was already being taken. they said no, they want it all. and so i asked to leave after being treated like i was disposable in our talks. they basically made it seem like they were my employer, and that they're the reason for my success. that i owe them and that i should be happy to give them my money. in order for me to leave, they demanded i sign an nda that prevented me from speaking to any of the other talent about it. i could not say why i was leaving, i could not say what the terms that i was saying no to were. i even got in trouble for advising them to hire their own attorneys. they would watch my streams, read my discord, and then threaten to sue me. if i said anything that hinted towards how i really felt about the company, i was threatened with a lawsuit. another one of their leave terms was that they will announce both me and silver on the same day in order to minimize the damage to their company. their COO has begun to push a narrative on 4chan (yes im serious lmfao) and other social media that i am leaving because i plan to join OTK and that both me and silvervale are troublemakers, so they were "letting" us go. later i found out that nyanners wanted to leave around the same time due to also being unhappy with the contract, but was told that she couldn't because it did not fit their narrative that they were pushing internally AND externally. the amount of hate we've gotten over leaving, from fans calling us greedy bitches to people saying we're abandoning our friends and tossing aside the company because we're successful enough, shit was fucking painful. not being able to say anything sucked. i only found out i didn't get paid for any of my sponsors after i had already signed the NDA. after 2 years, i have still not been paid back fully. to add insult to injury, they also demanded i had to pay them back 10k for some of the anniversary assets which when they sent me back months later, were half finished. despite all of that, i've had immense faith that the company has gotten better over the past 2 years. i assumed they rewrote their contracts after losing 3 people due to them and seeing all the new talent join. clearly this was not the case. now for some fun facts !! - their company lawyer has an expired law license. he literally does not practice law anymore, yet he was our point of contact for any legal help we needed. - they actively pitted us against one another during my time there, and compared our success to others. they tried enforcing streaming schedules so that our viewcount would look better due to less overlap. - they would ALWAYS shit talk other vtuber agencies. they literally would spend company money to get a tiny dig at them. especially hololive, it literally lived rentfree in gunruns head. they were convinced hololive was over when they signed kson and nazuna. - our previous talent manager got ghosted for 6 months by gunrun, told not to do any work for us and then got fired for "not doing anything". during this fiasco, we weren't able to get any assistance. - MTD got reprimanded for being creepy to us. lol. got told not to message us privately. go figure. - i have proof from other streamers attending their IRL parties that MTD would actively shit talk me after i left the company, to paint me in the worst light imaginabe. dunno why ur acting innocent on twitter pretending u werent aware of anything, can't wait to see all the shit that comes out about you because there's LOADS but those aren't my stories to tell. thanks for reading and thanks to those who stuck around between then and now. thank you for giving me, silver and nyan the benefit of the doubt when we needed it most. 💙

@filianIsLost Let me cook

@M1stressLenore Sure... I'll bite. Capricorn.

Tell me your zodiac sign so I can tell you how I’d ruin your life. For educational purposes, of course~ 💋✨

@REYCALL1 I like mine, oh I don't know... rather... sus-picious

COMMENT YOUR FAVORITE FIGHTING GAME CHARACTER

I love them as in, I love watching their content, not in a romantic/parasocial way. Personally I do share the same sentiment that more people should have the conscious awareness to separate their feelings from reality. I find parasocial people kind of sad to be honest, because they try to reach something that is ultimately vain, whether it be out of lust, attention, or whatever.

@Madow_Adam @NBinted You shouldn't love someone who doesn't even know of your existence. You can like the streamers content but don't forget to separate them from actual affection will save you a lot of heartache

Filian apparently lost her PC because she joked in front of airport security that there was a bomb in the box. I'm genuinely speechless how a grown adult could do that.

A word of advice Nesryn, the enemy itself is your own fear and self-doubt. Is it your fault for liking something that someone else doesn't? No, it isn't. I also suffer the same to need to feel perfect in every post I make, but in truth if you worry too much, you only end of stalling yourself into a possible oblivion where you just post nothing. Sometimes you must let go of that feeling and hesitation. The only things you must think of before you post is, "Is what I'm saying in this post just an emotional reaction to something which made me feel upset, which may or may not be justified, into which did I use words that could make other people upset or make people think something other than what you are trying to convey?" / "Is what I'm posting heinous or morally questionable enough that the majority of the population would see it as bad/evil?" / and lastly, "Is what I'm posting truthful, whether it be to yourself or generally?". Also this might sound a little cold, but most people here aren't going to be your friend, most of them will start off as your acquaintance and will mostly stay that way, unless you talk to the at least a couple times per week for many months or years. Here in the internet, people will very quickly make an assessment of your character and go with whatever they think (whether it be false or true). Reputations can be tarnished very quickly and easily here. A lot of people don't think that there's an actual person on the other side of the screen because of that physical disconnect. If someone said that they were immediately friends with you, I would be a little sus, but just keep in mind that you can protect yourself. One last thing, you don't need to be bland in order to be like and accepted. Just be yourself. There will always be people who disagree with you (whether it be for a good reason, or no reason at all), and there will be people who will dislike you (whether it be because of envy, or for no reason at all). As long as your not an actual terrible person, you will be mostly fine.