Kiku🩹 || shedtwt ꩜ relapse !

Kiku is dying ! 18 🐾 ifb she / they / it #shedtwt #988twt

I need a boob job and a tapeworm in me

cuando la música es tan personal que te quedas mirando la letra literalmente así

I’m binging I’m binging I’m binging and I can’t stop and I have a date tomorrow and I was gonna buy a dress but I’m going to look so fat oh my god

hot take? i can have an ed and still admit that celebs being emaciated is a problem. its crazy to me that people think they dont have influence when twt is filled with kpop and ariana grande as thinspo. children will 100% look up to them and develop their own eds #edtwt

@ray_3dtwt Dude in so tired of the Kpop. Like the music is terrible, they steal from Black culture and artists. They're usually racists. The songs are not even that good. They're always starving the Idols. I literally see 0 benifits of it existing.

the state im in trying to maintain my academic and social life while starving myself x.com/i78i9/status/2…

I can’t get over how I was right there, idrk how to be okay, it’s been a month

sorry guys i’m fat and american and stupid BURGER BURGER BURGER BURGER BURGER.

Gonna start dieting, idk if I’m disordered anymore. I recover but idk if it’s really recover if all I think about is this. Numbers still mean so much.

19 in 4 months :((( I’m still not where I’m supposed to be

It’s so hard to express my mental disorders & illnesses when the people I look up to view them as childish and immature. I feel like I’m constantly in a race with people older than me. I can’t keep up. I don’t think he’ll really ever understand.