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This is technically my 3rd attempt at t100, and I'm so glad I can finally say I did it. This was such a fun gw and I'm eternally grateful to the best groupmates and crewmates and danchou of the best crew who made this possible @sh1n_noaH @SuperTigerGeo @KrskDTM @JustZ_GBF

Having people who love you is one thing. But having people who still love you when you are a burden, still love you when everything is a mess, and still love you when you are in the wrong, those are your people. To be truly loved is to be loved even when it is inconvenient.

I’m going to take a break from social media and pretty much everything in general. I can’t be here anymore, healing is going to be a really long process, no one needs to watch this anymore and I need to focus on figuring everything out. I love you, take care of yourself

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☔️ #rezero

#キスの日 #リンゼル #Zelda #Zelink

@NoneGhost5 thanks jakey I almost forgor 💦

Goodnight my awesome sauce oomfies, remember to drink water and take care of yourself!

@confiduk I’ll keep trying my best to persevere even if it doesnt look like it

@NotThatLuci I dunno what will work but you're doing great still existing! It's just perma pain 🥹 still happy seeing you tweet tho, was really scared I wouldn't see your pfp anymore

trying to pretend like I feel okay just makes me feel like Im going to explode, I feel so stressed and very very anxious (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

@NotThatLuci Mm depending on your locale and culture the efficacy might be different too. Eg. I'm in Australia atm and mental health is a lot more normalised. Vs Singapore or Japan, the recognition of mental health issues is pretty non-existent and will require more shopping around

@RemmieGBF hopefully you never lose her ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)

@NotThatLuci She reminds me a lot of one of my friends, both in looks and personality tbh

I’ve been playing ff7 rebirth lately. kyrie’s chocobo is so cute. also aerith (˶◜ᵕ◝˶)

I miss feeling happy, I miss feeling like things were getting better and I had someone to spend time with. I feel disgusted with myself. I really hope I can find myself again someday and heal from all this, but I really miss your heart so much

@RemmieGBF +1 she’s always been my favourite, I really wish she was real

@NotThatLuci Aeriths personality is my favorite thing ever. All her little banter is heartwarming and funny

I persevered for so long, thought it finally amounted to something, and it all fell apart. everything is gone. who am I anymore

why do I exist, Im sorry I exist, Im sorry you ever met me, you were so happy at first I hate seeing what it’s become

when people say things like “have you tried this” it just makes me feel more trapped. I know the causes I know the theoretical solutions, I’ve heard all the platitudes. no one understands how complicated my circumstances are and how trapped I feel. everything is a dead end

@confiduk yes, it didnt work

@NotThatLuci Fam, have you considered getting actually prof help? Like legit, best thing that has happened to me.

@ShizaIII possibly (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

@NotThatLuci Are you going to post a pic of yourself in the pjs? 🥺

retail therapy time, never krill yourself ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)

これのエスの！ありうべです！

ｴﾐｽﾊﾞ 呪いにかけられたエたん!? ①