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❄️Best part about an Archfey? We can change our appearance however we like😉❄️
⚠️WARNING: Identity/Possibly Body Dysmorphia⚠️
OKAY, real talk, I have been both excited and DREADING this post, legit its been eating at me for MONTHS but I want to stop being afraid of what other people will think or say about it.
Many of you may know I am non-binary, a good number of people IRL don't accept that because "it's just society
or "look at you, listen to you" but it's true.
For the last several months it's kinda taken a step further, I've found myself feeling disgusted by my body and the way I present, I hate being masculine. I constantly feel stuck, and feel sick when I see my masculine features, sometimes I will even find myself crying over it (dramatic, I know).
Long story short, I want to be more feminine, I want to be a woman, but due to personal IRL reasons I can't really do anything about it.
What I DO have however, is an online persona that I can make into the me I wish I could be. So for lack of a better term, I am going through a rebrand!
Say hello to the TRUE Nulli! Fully making this change is gonna take a REALLY long time, but I needed to get this out there to rid myself of that fear, and Pride Month is my push and lowkey excuse to justify it to myself.
For now, I was able to get a reference sheet made to have the baseline, and lowkey getting it and seeing each step of the process made me cry (happy cry) multiple times, this is what I want, and I hope you all will continue to accept and support me as the Nulli you knew because, in truth, this feel like the REAL me!
Huge thanks to @RavenSbate for the reference sheet, it means so much more than they know and you should ALL go check them out and show some love!
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