RUST 🔩

You’re allowed to just shapeshift if you want, btw 🙂‍↕️😈

It’s funny how I ended up relating to robots so much, considering I find it so difficult to efficiently enCODE any information or sensory stimuli into my memory 😭

What do you MEAN it made it so that EVERYTHING I perceived was a potential threat, and my first priority in the face OF said threat was through a lens of protecting property, rather than any sense of innate worth? 😭 Omfg

I truly can’t believe that CPTSD genuinely degraded my self-worth, feeling of safety and sense of autonomy SO badly that it left me feeling as if I were CONSTANTLY manoeuvring through a world made up of jagged shards of glass and needles, in a hire car I didn’t insure 😭

@thingypxiegirl Mhm mhm mhm! ☺️☺️☺️

@RUSTSICK r u a war of the worlds fan too!!!

Undead creature 💀🧟‍♀️

@SYMBIOTEGRRRL Thank you for having meeee 🥺♥️

@RUSTSICK you’re so cute little one, i love hanging out with you <3

Girls on film!! ☺️✨

@glitchoutghost Thank you hehe 🥺☺️

@RUSTSICK Adorable 🥰

@sarahlicity Thank you 🥺🥺 hehe

@RUSTSICK She's so gorgeous 🥰

The look for today 🥰🥰

@MourningSecs Thank youuuu 🥺🥺🥺

@RUSTSICK THIS LIPSTICK LOOKS SO GOOD ON YOU BABES

@Arquebus_ Thank youuu 🥺🥺🥺

@RUSTSICK Ur so pretty!!!!

every friend group got the terrorized child who's always having an unpleasant time. this is a service i'm willing to provide.

@gossgirlfriend You’re right 😭🙂‍↔️ You got me! 🤭

@RUSTSICK *name one

@documense The idea that a survivor can maybe become so intimately familiar with maintaining these specific roles between each individual at the table on such an everyday and mundane scale makes it easier to see how systems may slowly grow to become unaware of each other in quick succession

@documense I appreciated and felt seen by the explanation of the 2nd level of deficit and damage in the 2nd photo you posted in reply to the 1st I think the illustration of 3 separate roles being maintained simultaneously in 3 different directions (i.e. at the breakfast table) was helpful!

feel free to share thoughts on this

@xVenusZornx I tend to guide questioning systems to other resources when I’m not talking about my own experiences, or feel I can’t answer their questions. I know I’m not an arbiter of truth when it comes to this, as every system is different ☺️🙂‍↕️ But I understand your concern! :))

@xVenusZornx I do my best to be careful to explain that I’m not a professional and that what I say is based on my own experiences! I’ve also done a lot of my own research over the past few years and am an older system with (hopefully) a bit more wisdom behind me than anyone younger may have

idk what my opinion is on self-Dx with DID yet but pls just be careful what u do with that diagnosis. it's absolutely valid to say "i'm part of a system and i experience these symptoms" but it can be dangerous when u say "i have DID and this is how it works/doesn't work" when u-

@grim_weep3r I never said it WAS discrimination either… It’s just that you’d expect the head of the traumatic stress service of the capital city of Wales to be able to help you with a trauma based dissociative disorder, or at the VERY least point you in the direction of someone who can.

@grim_weep3r It’s the NHS. They didn’t tell me where to go or what to do other than report my resurfacing memories to a charity that specialises in sexual abuse. Other than speaking to the NHS (which I’d always been told was the standard of care) I felt completely lost.

@Scootybooty10 Thank you so much for this recommendation omg! 🥺 I’ll check them out 🥺

@RUSTSICK Judging by the flag (ayyyy) im gonna recommend you check out Progress Cymru. Depending on the workers available they may assign you a therapist that could help directly, or an IAG worker that could help guide you to where you want to be (or in our case both, long story)