And like, being self aware is the worst. It's like watching yourself say and do all of these awful things and you're screaming at yourself to stop, but no sound is coming out of your mouth. And you're forced to just sit there and watch. And hope you're able to pick up the pieces.
Holy fuck, if this isn't the god damn truth. Lmaoooo
It's only funny because if I don't laugh at how terrifying splits are, I'll throw myself in a woodchipper.
You ever felt completely out of control of your own body and mind?