an obease schizophrenic

Fucking psychosis Had a lovely sleep

Apparently if you say anti christ possess me I will possess your body Satan has come to collect his soul Am not well

So I'm going to die at midnight Satan is here saying he has come to collect his soul

@FindingAlya Your doing so well alya mate keep it up!

I am SO glad im sober.. more than ever before. It’s been THE hardest most emotional exhausting time & ive been needed 100% 24/7. It’s only bc I’m sober ive been able to be there Drink/drugs don’t get me through hard days but my recovery does. Very grateful.

@FindingAlya Alya your absolutely smashing this keep up the good work! Sorry to hear things have been rough but keep on fighting it

Been going through an emotionally exhausting time for 5 months straight. It’s been non stop issues. Sharing this purely to show we can get through hard times sober & recovery does get easier. Using wouldn’t make anything better.

This olanzapine medication makes me eat like fuck am hungry all the time 😥

Time for some games

Coming out of the worst psychotic episode of my life

Am eating like fuck thhough they make you hungry all the time 😭

I can actually concentrate on like watching telly a bit rather than just talking to the spirits inside me

These new pills are amazing

Back on olanzapine and diazapam

Peace at last

Oh my god they have fucking give up finally I love god and jesus

Another day talking to world leaders and rock stars and actors now. I've rung my community mental health nurse an there getting me some lorazapam on Thursday I need clozapine

No wonder schizophrenics commit suicide it's fucking murder to live with

Took 90mg of arirpiprazole an I feel fine everything has gone Fucks sake I need strong meds

I'm Fucking schizophrenic an I hate it

My voices tell me that the vaccine is linked to an AI system That ai system is programmed to be a fully responsive version of jesus christ It's for a fake second coming Just an interesting voice in my head/delusion you may like Better explination

Fuck knows how the vaccine can be linked to an AI system for a version of jesus to come alive in everyone for a fake second coming But that's what the voices are saying Interesting