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@DjLeeButler ❤️❤️

@FindingAlya And I’m very proud of ya ❤️

Hello recovery world, had an unplanned break, came back to a few concerned dms. I’m good! I’ve been working, spending time with family, travelling, just navigating through every day life & my recovery continues to go well through the ups & downs 💪🏻

@SoberADHDGuy ❤️❤️

@FindingAlya Welcome back.

@The_HappyDaddy Yea all good, rocky last month bc of stressful stuff but felt plain sailing the last few weeks, just ‘normal’ life. Glad you’re doing well & a trip to look forward to yayyy!!! I need to get booking again

@FindingAlya Been thinking of you mate but assumed you’d be fine as you’re a legend! Pretty much described me right now too apart from the travelling however I have just booked a trip to Belfast earlier today 😎

@5inarowherewego ☺️☺️

@FindingAlya Happy to hear 👍🏻

@Freddtaylor1st @justchristwo Yes 🙌🏻

@justchristwo @FindingAlya Looks like it

Been incredibly overwhelmed with stress. My head said drink to escape. My heart said get out in nature. A cold wet foggy day, but a sober & calm one 🤍

@John_Howieson The water was soo loud, it was the only thing I could focus on. I went to find so many waterfalls. Super peaceful day.

@recs2k21 Amazing 🤍🤍

Morning #RecoveryPosse today I am 5 years clean & sober I’m not posting to brag but to hopefully inspire those struggling with #addiction I used cocaine & drank every day & couldn’t see a way out I asked @DjLeeButler for help & found freedom Ask for help. Please share/RT!

@Threeli00295815 I need a rewind button ⏪

@FindingAlya It’s a fast forward button you need pal. You’ll come out the other end stronger. This will pass pal.

Going through the saddest most painful rollercoaster experience of my life. My heart hurts. I’m fatigued. Yet the world carries on as normal around me & I have to act ok. If only there was a pause button 😮‍💨

@The_HappyDaddy You ok?? 🤍🤍🤍

Day 2. We go again.

@recs2k21 The conflict I had over pressing like on this 🤭

When I quit drink & drugs my addiction tried to convince me that I’d never enjoy football sober. The reality was I stopped going the match as my addiction wanted me using at home I’ve watched my team win the premier league & am back at Anfield regularly now. #RecoveryPosse

@louieruvolo I remember panicking thinking I can’t live without it & drugs, but I can’t go on this way.. I could not imagine a life without. It was a horrible place to be in. So grateful to be on the other side & to find there is a life without & it’s a million times better

For the last year or two of my drinking I had this panicked feeling I knew if I couldn't learn to control my drinking I'd have to completely stop someday How would I cope without alcohol? Now years into Sobriety, I don't even miss it

@JohnHB84 Good idea! It was hard at first, I had no idea who I was or what I even liked

@FindingAlya For me the trick was to do things that made me feel like a kid again. I had to think about what truly brought me joy.

Was just talking about how in early recovery free time was painful, I didn’t know what to do with myself. Now I have so many interests/hobbies it feels like there isn’t enough time in the day. It does get better as you find yourself.

@DjLeeButler Sold

Manchester i'm coming! Back By Dope Demand Easter Sunday 5th April at Victoria Warehouse. The biggest OLD SKOOL rave is here!! 🔥 Get ready as we take you back in time to when the raves were done properly. Everybody having it large to the best old skool & piano classics 🎶 Tkts live now 🥳 skiddle.com/whats-on/Manch…

@Mark__Ballou The sheep did not want to move, there were 30ish at the side of me too all staring.. thought I was about to be trampled 👀

@FindingAlya Beautiful sights! The sheep were like are you coming to feed us and the deer said I’m outa here!

Just another Saturday hangover/comedown free. Not a moment is wasted. I love how this is now normal life. Forever grateful for this freedom I now have 🤍