Ciara Cha'Nel

@_justAbria Girl I had to DNF…that MF was triggering me 😂😂😂 I’ma go back & finish one day

@TheRealCi__ Yessss girl!!!

This nigga Ocean is fucking bananas 🤣

Happy 25th All For You ♥️

The worst feeling is getting home and realizing you were only okay because you were distracting yourself.

You try to calm yourself with no contact when your heart shattering like this.

Not mad.just disappointed because I told you multiple times how I feel about those things,and you still choose to do the things I told that affect me most.

i confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i’m bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i’m healing and hurting at the same time. i’m dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage.

how it feels to start giving up on someone you want so bad

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

My MF self

I HATE PRETENDING I’M NONCHALANT!!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT I GET PHYSICALLY SICKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Mental health will take my life one day , it’s just a matter of when.

I explained my hurt and still got hurt so I learned to stop talking