Chika~

I’m sick of pretending I have any worth besides being taken advantage of. I’m abandoned as easily as I am forgotten. The shame, guilt and disgust my existence has left me with is unbearable. Others have grown sick of me, just as I of myself. I can’t do it anymore.

Deeply and urgantly in need of support. My whole family has been dealing with hell over the past year, and we're finally on the edge of finally being through with it, we're all working as hard as we can, but need help with urgant legal fees. gofund.me/98aae6c54

I’m sorry for all the back to back sad posts— when I talked about wanting to post more I definitely didn’t mean to do it in that way! To everyone that keeps checking in on me, thank you so much. That alone makes each day even just a tiny bit more tolerable.🩵

Been awfully miserable these past few months— I’m just… Not okay.

Biggest Tip for any smaller/starting content creators! 🚨 KEEP your current good friends close! 👍 As soon as you see any growth the amount of people wanting “friendship” blows up and AT LEAST 50% of these just are not real and entirely selfish. 🫡 Don’t switch up on the OGs!

dream collabs: @YomiQuinnley @chibidoki @TrikyChikaVT @ChaChayourvmom @kuromiyalucien @PiaPiUFO talked about on stream dream collabs so I thought why NOT POST!!!

I can’t explain how incredibly hard it’s been just to wake up lately. Keeping to myself benefits the people that took advantage of me, but I’m drained beyond belief from just thinking and trying to work past what happened. Thank you to those who have listened to my woes. Truly 🩵

@vtubermale Shame on those who cannot be proud furries. I’M BLUE AND IM PROUD!!!

I stand by this statement

the ideal relationship consists of two people hunting each other. mutual stalking. laying traps. long-term games of deception. secret messages. near death encounters. that's the road to my heart.

@TakeVT_ SO RPOUD OF YOU MY LIL TAKEY🩵🩵🩵

WHAT?! I umm i- I CANT PROCESS THIS

He’s so hot

IT’S ME!!! Thank you Scrib for bringing this agent into existence— I hope yall are as excited as I am to see this new uniform in action 🩵

@WhoisMonia I feel like I know who you’re talking about— because yeah, say less 🤢

Hey, so if we work together on a project for my VTuber, this is not an invitation to flirt or be horny towards me lol. (Yes, this happened in the past and it was very… weird.)

Recipe please

I miss having pay pigs … I want to be paid for being a relatively cute girl on the internet …

Giving up sketchbooks is rough… Even if there are multiple pages I’m proud of, all it takes is one page full of memories to make it hard to flip through. It stings to look for a replacement. I wonder if any fellow artist can relate to this? 🥲