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On April 22nd. My best friend Beckner took his own life just one day after losing his own father to a battle against cancer. He told us that night that he'd be taking time away for a long while. Never did I imagine it would come to this. Waking up today and finding a message from his mother informing my friends 5 days later and, my entire world flipped at an instant.
Joseph Beckner has been my best friend forever. I've been thru it all with him. He was the first person in my close friend circle I was able to come out to about being pansexual all those years ago. He will always be my bestest friend and I am forever grateful for everything he gave to me under all that pressure the last year. He went through so much... and I wanted and tried to help in anyway I could. I wish I could've done more you buddy... but I know you wouldn't let me hold onto those feeling and you'd tell me I did everything I could. I know you'd tell us it wasn't our fault and you'd give us every reason to forgive ourselves. I'll forever hold onto your memories. And I'll make sure to tell everyone about you, because you were the pinnacle of what best friends are. The boys and i miss you so much... I know we'll meet again. It won't be the same without you for now and I miss you so fucking much dude... rest in peace Becky.

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