咸 / xián (failed recovery)

I know this isn't the actress but what do I do to look like this 😍 in the book she was always so thin anyway and it triggers me because if I would get through the same thing as her I wouldn't look as thin as her in this picture 🙃

why is her head is so unproportioned and why is her torso always so huge comparing to her other parts

it actually IS fair bro he's a literal giant athlete he works hard for it what

"i wish im bmi 1 and my maintenance calories is 20k"

@marlawants tesekkur ederimmmmmmm :>>>

@Xianorexia Çok tatlı olmuşş

135c 8g protein breakfast /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\ and yesterday's outfit

@JohnPorkP1G oh hell nah not to the John pork bro 😭🤞🏻🤞🏻

I feel attacked

I weighed myself after 4 months and I'm 50.7kg rn 😭

@End13ssd31iriuM I'm an opera student I can't use any smoke or vape 💔

@Xianorexia I vape on the toilet & that shit comes RIGHT out. Putting ur feet up on a stool also works usually if it's like right there but just not coming out.

how can I poop without fiber and lax?

I literally can't believe in the book bella met the Cullen family with this outfit 😭😭😭💔💔

@vejoumgatinho hoa hoa hoa hoa hoa

Eating rn and feeling so sick because of it im sooooo Cullen coded

@tamsynyanes ney

@marlawants I really hope so because in my perspective it looks like I'm balding 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

@Xianorexia Probably its just a cowlick wet it and comb it in that direction itll go away

WHY AM I BALDING WHAT DO I DO

what if I start this diet

I'm hungry AS FUCK for the last 4 days

I was at the Scorpions concert today and it was AWSOME tho I only had 266 calories worth of 4 coffes 😭took 10k steps but at the concert I was definitely burning calories lmfao now since I'm home I can eat some safe foods while reading my book 😌

@BambiCals_ but definitely greenish, or green hazel. hazel has it's types and urs is definitely so in the edge of being green, like in between hazel and green

@BambiCals_ hazel

Guys do I have green or brown eyes?? I've had brown eyes my whole live but they lowkey look green?? Ignore the redness, I almost broke up with my gf bc of my own insecurities 🙂