ChristopherBuechter

This was the last photo I have of Chris taken back in March. He was the happiest person I know and full of love. Goodbye never existed between us. Chris, save my spot in Heaven in the room next door, I love you and I'll see you soon. - Ken (Zuna's older brother)

Hung out with Ryan and Ben yesterday. Ben is taller than me now! I’m trying my best to be half the Uncle you were and keep making you proud. I love you forever @Zuna_Chris I’ll see you as soon as I can.

I’m 41 in a few hours @Zuna_Chris I don’t celebrate my birthday or holidays anymore. Just grateful the years are going by fast so we can be together as soon as possible. Grief and gratitude, balancing them is my life now. I love you Chrisma, forever and always.

Hey everyone it’s Ken. It’s been 19 months since Chris went to Heaven. I hope all of you are still gaming and making great memories. I’m positive that’s what my boy is doing upstairs. I can’t wait to join him.

I have been trying to stay busy, but the pain of missing you never goes away. I know it never will while I’m still alive. I’ll continue to do the things we loved and find escapism in them. Visit me in my dreams when you can. I’ll see you soon. Love, your Ken

Chris would almost always get an ICEE when we would go to the theaters. When the movie was over he’d get a refill for the ride home. Just one of the million things I love about him. Love you Chris.

Today Is the one year anniversary of Chris entering Heaven. If you could do me a favor and post on this thread a story you have of my brother, or a memory you shared with him I'd love to read them. I love you forever Chrisma, I can't wait to start eternity together. - Ken (Zuna's older brother)

A little history about Attack on Titan with me and @Zuna_Chris I love you from the earth to Heaven brother. See you soon.

I have a million stories of Chris, today I’ll just share one. I got kicked off my heroes team and had no clue what to do with my life as a 31 year old with no savings. I went from being in gaming and esports since my early 20s to having my career just abruptly ended. I also had money stolen from me from our team owner and salary not paid. No one In my life had faith In me besides Chris. I was doing a couple hours of uber and doordash every week to earn living expenses at the time. I had no one that would help me besides Chris. I had learned a little bit about shoe reselling while I was still gaming just so I could earn enough to pay for my own shoes. It was risky but I decided to go all In because doing uber was killing my sanity. After doing it for a few months there was some success but I was hindered by no credit or capital. Chris not only let me use his credit to add me on his credit cards he lent me all his savings around $28,000 at the time. I would continue to learn more and make some connections and I went from having nothing to paying Chris back within 8 months almost to the day he lent me the money. Later on when his esports career ended he decided to work with me and joined the family business and we worked together for the rest of his life. Chris is the most selfless and non materialistic person you’d ever meet. He’s my other half and I’m who I am because he chose to build a life with me. I love you Chris, see you as soon as I can.

Happy birthday @Zuna_Chris I love you and I miss you every second of everyday. See you as soon as I can.

Thank you God for over 33 years with my perfect partner. I want to start the forever part of our story but I know I have to be patient. I love you Chris. (Demon Slayer pic was March 2023 almost exactly a year before the last pic.)

Sometimes I'd go to cut my finger nails and my nail clipper would be missing. I'd tell Chris, "put my nail clippers back when you're done using it." In our lives I probably told him hundreds of times and he almost never put them back, and I'd have to come get them from his bathroom. I'd even buy the same exact nail clippers and put them In his bathroom, and he'd lose them and continue to borrow mine. When you truly love someone, their small flaws become things you learn to love as well. I would do anything to go into my bathroom and reach for my nail clippers, and they be missing again. I love you Chris.

Most of the videos I have of Chris are from his early to mid 20's. It's funny how much his way of speech has changed since back then. I'm so proud of the man he became. My dream was just to continue living our lives together for as long as possible. My new dream Is to continue where we left off In Heaven, and eventually have all of my loved ones with us there as well.

I miss you, I love you. Just existing right now waiting to join you.

We love dogs. We both wanted to get one, but It just wasn't an option. I happen to be very allergic, our brother Kevin Is as well. So Chris just accepted that a long time ago and never brought It up. He was as selfless as they come. This Is just one of the million things he did for me. I'll never be loved by another human like this again, and that's ok. I'm grateful for every second we had together.

I don’t know if I posted this before but Chris loved qtips lol. He hated having any ear wax In his ear and he used them everyday. Like most things In my life I remember him everytime I see a qtip.

I keep wondering what It’s like In Heaven, and how much fun you’re having up there. I know our souls are connected. Every time I sleep I’m hopeful I can see you or talk to you again, I imagine they have strict rules about contacting loved ones still on Earth. I’d like to be greedy but make sure you visit our family and friends before you see me again. We have forever, I need to learn patience. I love you Chrisma.

Our last night on earth together (Kenma and Zuna, Ken and Chris) youtu.be/kNC5zc1yU_Y?si…

I was there on your first day and your last. Watch over us In Heaven Chris, we will be together again soon. I love you as much as a human can love another, as much as a soul can love another.

A long time ago we used to play smash brothers almost everyday with our small group of friends. Chris and me couldn't be on the same team because Chris was so good we'd never lose. So what ended up happening Is I'd always be on the opposite team when we did 2v2. Then we ran into the problem that Chris was still winning all the time, It didn't matter who was on his team. So Chris started playing random only, which worked for a few sessions, but eventually once he learned how to play everyone we were back at the same issue. We started having Chris playing with a certain handicap and random, and then the games were finally competitive. Unless he got Snake, then my team would still lose lol.