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@goldinthsunlght Fine. I'll treat you like "an adult." You do what you want. I stay out of it. And everyone's fucking happy.

@_HeWantsRevenge Great. The point is, my opinion doesn’t matter. You are an adult. You don’t need my approval. And I would never even dream of treating you the way you have treated me because is it.

@_HeWantsRevenge What is wrong with you?

@steadydrum Fine. I will. I will figure it out, just like I figure every damn part out.

@_HeWantsRevenge then we find the needle, we cut it out. ur the brains, u figure it out.

awright whatd i miss.

@steadydrum ...then what. I starve it? Ignore it? Continue not sleeping till I pass out and something strikes me dead for being sloppy?

@_HeWantsRevenge sure. but part of you is hers. ur attention.

@steadydrum I am not a part of the slaughter. I would know. For fucks sake I work in the literal temple to the beholding for shits and giggles

@_HeWantsRevenge hey I don't know anything. u kno this. but it likes that kinda shit. sacrifice. I've seen folks defect. tricky to survive it, course.

@steadydrum ...yeah? You mean it?

@_HeWantsRevenge ... might be some way to cut it outta u

@steadydrum No Absolutely not. I won't. I won't do that --i can't.

@_HeWantsRevenge ... do u /wanna/ do something? if its ours, thats what it wants.

@steadydrum I just watch. Day and night All I do is watch. And I can't do anything.

@_HeWantsRevenge ... anything that makes it better?

@steadydrum This is not living. I will not live like this.

@_HeWantsRevenge yea. thats just. what bein alive feels like.

@steadydrum What about it‽ It's there and all I taste is blood and when I sleep all I smell and feel and hear is the blood you spill and the--the death. I always have to stand there. And watch it all.

@_HeWantsRevenge yea? what abt it.

@steadydrum There's a needle in my gums and all it does is prick away

@_HeWantsRevenge ... s it getting worse?

@_fromhigher --any light. A shark like emptiness in the coldness. "I'm not going to participate in some pissing contest with you. Especially not over him. Go splat off a building and have him doctor you up. I'm not in the mood."

@_fromhigher -- If you wanted someone to wank off your ego, you should've just waited for him. I have nothing for you. Get off my step." There's an odd, off crackling to his voice, like he was speaking through a radio. And their wide grey eyes bore into Mike's, their pupils swallowing --

@_HeWantsRevenge Is showing up at Gerard's flat, leaning, arms crossed, against the door to wait a smart idea? No. Is it going to be satisfying to watch Gerard burn with rage at seeing him there? Yes. It'll be even more satisfying to punch the look off his face.

@steadydrum ...fuck. *fuck.*

@_HeWantsRevenge no im not fucking with u. if I wanted to give u a present I'd tell u first. I don like surprises like that.

@steadydrum So, you're not. Causing this. You can't just fuck off and call the joke over?

@_HeWantsRevenge no wait ok I'll be serious I jus. I dunno. were not usully in th business of Stopping this kinda thing. crashes woulda happened with r without u, tho. if that makes u feel better.

@steadydrum This was a waste of time. I knew this would be a waste.

@_HeWantsRevenge idk man I don't cause car crashes! maybe ur just pretty. theyr staring 😘

@steadydrum Consider who I am and then ask yourself if you think I would like car crashes. I am begging.

@_HeWantsRevenge o i wouldn't go so far. are they cool crashes at least?

@steadydrum That is about five too many I think.

@_HeWantsRevenge huh. sweird. thats too many I think.

@steadydrum Drummer. Please. I only ask for one sparking neuron. I have witnessed six car accidents since I went to your show.

@_HeWantsRevenge ... what, like. doesn that hurt?