lex lou 🚬🐀

Looking for a co #writer and #director for a #podcast I’m writing. In very early stages of development. Looking for someone I work well with to bounce ideas off of and who will keep me on track.

I didn’t realize the first broadcasted kiss of 2024 was two men. I was too busy kissing my GIRLFRIEND. In a GAY WAY.

Something I’ll never forget is how, after a party at 3am, I was sitting on the couch with like three straight (?) men and made them watch Red, White, and Royal Blue

Face painters are like: Sorry I was late to the function. I had three Spider-Man’s 30 minutes before I was off. 🙄🙄

Sometimes a family is a man and a woman and her 7 (evil) exes and his three exes, three bandmates (two of whom are his exes), his bandmate’s roommate, his younger sister, his cool gay roommate, Aubrey Plaza, and a robot.

I think the reason I haven’t watched Breaking Bad yet is because Jesse will give me so much gender envy I’ll actually go on t.

Literally screaming, crying, and throwing up over a movie that had a 25% on Rotten Tomatoes

Watching The Goldfinch again!!

In my Blair Waldorf Era 🎀🤍 (I’ve been taking a lot of Lyfts)

me watching heartstopper and red white & royal blue the same week

reconnecting with my inner child... she said she wants to smoke and order wingstop

Y’all ever have your favorite media at the time consume your every waking thought to the point where there isn’t an hour of the day where you don’t think about it or am I just neurodivergent?

Freedom is me smoking half of a cigarette outside to come back inside and smoke a bowl.

Cannot imagine life without sensory integration disorder 🙈😗 (This is a call for help, I’m gonna end up nonverbal at dinner if I cannot regulate)

I just found out tonight people actually watch Scott Pilgrim at face value. Like, this is camp. This is good. I’m the only one is a house of TEN that likes it because no one understands the artistry of camp.

u relapsed on yearning again didn't u

Taking a 5mg edible Taking a 25mg edible

Me, clicking my little mischievous fingers together: Time to self sabotage 😈😈 *Texts my mother back after 3 weeks*

Oh, I’m sorry, you misunderstood. YOU can simply exist and be worthy and valuable. I have to be useful , though, to earn worth and value. Sorry :/

Why can’t I just stop having visceral traumatic responses? I’m not in danger anymore, I never really was. Now, whenever a stupid boundary gets crossed, I fuck up and hurt someone.

Dying to be seen as purely androgynous, but NOOOOOO 😩 society still believes in GENDER and BINARIES. Sorry I want to be seen as a 21 year old teenaged boygirl 🙄