Jane Anger

just watching not exactly acting disordered, just wishing i was lol but sadly my willpower is looow (dont come at me, growing up obese is making me wish for things)

@nihildoll Thats really horrible, projecting much?

@_silly_jane Keep in mind she's had about 2k today and hasn't even had dinner 😭

What is it with morbidly obese mothers and being oddly pr0ana. Was gonna have some grapes bc my limit is 1k. She told me that 900 was plenty and I shouldn't snack. Wtf.

So i did overeat :( tomorrows plan is to have breakfast after school - around 10-11 am and then only dinner since my parents are taking me out for dinner, i will have a sweet treat since i cant live a day without it xd and probably will get chicken with roasted veg at dinner

5 random favorites and 5 oomfs to do the same. 1. Cats 2. Artifical peach flavor 3. Castles (european medieval) 4. Sweet black tea with milk 5. Making colorfull makeups @CaptainWalkr @cassy36868 @bellssea @rukkigirl @dilig3nc

@twisparkledd Tbh i never seen myself out of the ow cathegory, but if i look at my wild waist to hips ration i dont think i will concern it like ever xd esepcially since my gw isnt even uw, but it does give some sense of peace relizing its not possible and no concerning urself, doesnt it?

@_silly_jane Yupp I’ve seen myself at 55kg (170 height back then) and my thighs were still completely touching so I know that it’s impossible

Even at my lowest (55-56kg) I didn’t even have a GLIMPSE of a thigh gap so it doesn’t bother me at all,I know I’m just built like that 😭😭

@nihildoll Yea thats what freaked me up the most, like why did idk 8 people bookmark not even goals bosycheck? i dont get it 😭

@_silly_jane Especially seeing ppl bookmark it 😖

Yeah deleted the attention is making me nervous 😭

@nihildoll yeaa, i like attention from my moots, but having kinda viral post and bunch of comments of non moots is scaryy, so same really

@_silly_jane Yeah I like attention in small doses, but going semi-viral is freaky.

-10kg would massively improve my quality of life

@CaptainWalkr It appeared ur safety number (whatever that is) has changed in the chat?

I had to reset my DMs so everything is gone 💀

Hey people with high sw fid u hve the same thrilled feeling when u relized u could finaly wrap a towel around urself and it actually covered ur whole body?

Throw back when my HS professor comented on how i lost so much weight and i said “yea little bit” and he insisted its not little bit and then i relizes more than 30kg is big amount to people who never struggled woth weight 💀

So i call it succsesfull. Ate just breakfast + dinner, how was ur dayyy?

@304cakes @Lilmissperf_ect Yesss

@_silly_jane @Lilmissperf_ect moots??

Body check, bmi 28.4, i used to be bmi 40+

anorexic april 100% turned into all you can eat april

@mianne_fall i wouldnt sayyy, i think its just my bone structure that makes it seem like it on the photo xd anyway i am sure u look amazingg!

@_silly_jane 28 bmi??!?! You look far more skinny girl!! Im bmi 24 and i look way bigger

Not gonna eat dinner since my bf took me to unsheduled cafe meetup + debating if i should or should not go for breakfast tmrw since bfs family is taking me to dinner… idk, def no lunch for me tmrw, thoughts?

@dilig3nc Yess :))

@_silly_jane omg you’ve lost sm weight!! moots?

@CaptainWalkr 💛

@_silly_jane 🥵