madeleine

#moothunt #edtwt⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ madeleine grace twenty she/her ednos & bed sw 100kg cw 80kg ugw 43kg nonedtwt dni ifb 18+ pro recov ♥︎ + rt are appreciated !

food is never worth it

waiting 23h for omad just to finish it in 10 mins and now u have to wait another 23h

holy shit i’m fat

me but it’s the span of 5 days

how it feels to exercise purge lowkey

Me cause summer is soon and I am not bikini ready

delusionally trying to convince myself that i will be the one anorexic to reach my ugw and eat at that maintenance for the rest of forever

Restricting & exams | Skinny & summer

it actually kills me that i physically cant achieve the body i want. im 5’7 but i want to be 4’10. i want blue eyes but my eyes are hazel. i want to be 80lbs but i would die before i got to that weight. i want smaller hands and feet. i will always always always hate my body

tiny arms are so perfect

seeing people be 15 lbs away from their ugw while you have to lose half ur bodyweight to get there

This is how i feel when trying to be feminine

nothing fuels my ed like my retroactive jealousy

I just saw photos of me from different angles and I’m fatter than I thought

starting the fasting timer as soon as I swallow the last bite of my food

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I want to be so thin that people feel awkward when they hug me