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Having hyper-empathy SUCKS! I accidentally dropped a soap onto the floor and burst into tears, heartbroken by the pain and humiliation it must have experienced. Then I went for a drive to clear my head, hit someone with my car and didn't feel anything

fitting in a small but not being truly small kinda kills me

@theyhate_marii @babyangeldoll3 ive never had that happen to me somehow? i guess everyone is different 😭 drinking warm tea might still help you though!

@aquamnesia @babyangeldoll3 rlly? nicotine keeps me awake cuz it brings my heart rate up as a stimulant.

hi. does anyone have any tips for helping falling asleep? i’m sooo restless and hungry #edrtwt #edtwtㅤ

@ladyyy_rain wait omg ur genius i love you

Idea: instead of wasting money on hoarding food hoard blind boxes instead and only allow yourself to have them after a goal (example: 24h fast)

@jdlxina delete ur account and go back to tiktok

the “Diana effect”. what is it, and what’s the story behind it ? 🧵 for #edrtwt ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ ♡ /↻ are appreciated .ᐟ

@eyesofangelite i bookmark the most useless posts bc i always believe id need the information later then never end up returning to them 😭

anyone else get bookmarks on their most random tweets like what could you possibly need to bookmark my ranting for??

u ever look back at old fatter pics of urself and just think

@Mayafvuo THIS OMG im so impatient and protective of my food i want to savour every bite

I see so many ppl with AN struggle when they put food in their mouth. They shake, need prompting, support etc. Does anyone else feel fake bc they literally love every single mouthful and feel disappointed when they finish??🫣

@k1ttyally and to keep it real the more malnourished you are the harder itll be to wash yourself

unironically i have thought about this before, how easier it would be to apply lotion or wash my body because less fat on me..

@strawbzbie this is so unrelated to ur post but when marina said "i want blood guts and angel cake im gonna puke it anyway" in teen idle i genuinely almost cried

songs i associate with my ed ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ a thread for #edrtwt ♡ / ↻ appreciated

@strepmommy n by the time therapy rolls around again you already dealt with it yourself in a slightly codependent and unhealthy way but it works and now you have nothing to talk about again n you n your therapist sit and look at eachother like this

what happens 2-3 days after your therapy appointment where you had “nothing to talk about”:

i really hate the misconception that anorexics a) eat nothing b) are underweight and c) are constantly losing

“Listen to your body” My body can eat a whole bakery I will NOT listen to it

bye they also said ts..💀💀

@lvieoihm omfg i relate to this so much (except the binging and weight being the same part) i feel like after a while u just dont gaf that much anymore in a way 😭

im not even disordered ngl i dont bodycheck all the time idgaf if im bloated idc if i binge idc if my weight is the same for a month sometimes i think i look skinny and i dont hate fat people

me searching up the cals as soon as my friends start suggesting we get food