🪦 Kirby.

ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ╰┈➤ #venttwt #shedtwt Kirby. 28. He/they. AroAce. Neurodivergent. Not c!s. Pro-recovery. Anti-harrassment. Stoner. Talk to me about music. Enjoys Pokémon + anime. gw: 60kg. ᅠᅠᅠᅠ

Actually insane that the DID thing is Not Real to me until I'm destabilized and my brain feels like a collapsing house of cards.

When I say I've got an Ashley Graves kin in my head with too much executive control 🧍‍♂️

Like, it was a safe disclosure at least? I brought it up just hoping she wasn't going to deny it or tell me I'm crazy so I'm thankful that didn't happen, I guess. But damn 🧍‍♂️

Reading a peer reviewed paper on the safe, comfortable disclosure of CSA being key to recovery and chuckling nervously because yesterday I admitted to my sister that I realised our uncle likely molested me as a child and her response was to point out a fat-ass pimple on her chin.

It’s kinda wild to me when people romanticise non-human alters in DID as like ‘the fun escapist play part of the disorder’… Like, there’s a cat in here because I’d press my face into my dad’s shins when I wanted physical affection, mimicking our cats who felt like my equals 😭

british colonisers arriving in australia and naming every road and suburb after themselves

Feel like I'm stuck in moments past. Must be the weather, or something about the energy. I know I'm not there anymore, haven't been for a long time, but it feels like I'm waiting for the rest of my body to catch up.

@smallmatchas When I was about 15/16, my mother found out about my SH and her response was to try and ram one of these bad boys into my thigh while I was having a break down in the front yard. I still remember how forcefully it was buried in the dirt when I moved my leg.

@berlinmeow Go to bed.

big brother who can't keep his hands off me,, tells me im growin up into a beautiful young woman ꒰ঌ(⃔ ⌯' '⌯)⃕໒꒱

@berlinmeow So rude.

@ashenforgivenes NOT YOU

i fear a weakness for edgy anime pfps

@Hebrewresearch @Mah_Hah_Bone I am unwell, that's why. Are there ramifications to my actions? Absolutely. I feel hopelessly cut off from the rest of myself now. I don't even know who I'm supposed to be anymore. I'm reaching out and nobody is answering my call. But it's chill. This stuff happens in phases.

@Mah_Hah_Bone @ashenforgivenes Same I’m curious to know and may I share with you the dangers of not being aware as you said, to not “answer the call”?

Can feel myself being drawn into my inner world for a discussion with other parts but I don't want to answer the call. Let me read my damn book.

Wish I could put my fist through everything I've ever said to another person.

@skinnyinfidel Good luck!

My grades are starting to slip pretty severely because of my mental health and ed. I think Im going to slowly shift this acc away from ed related things because I think it fuels me poorly. This isnt recovery, but maybe semi. Ill still post just less ed related things!!!

@entropyoccult Good luck!

so nervous, I feel like I look hideous and should lose weight before going for a job but being at home all day, sedentary, trying to restrain myself from eating is utter misery

They're still far from usable but the visual alone. I finally looked like a normal person and not some kind of horrific monster.

Dentist let me try the prototype for my dentures and I cried as soon as I saw my reflection.

I'm a slave to my vices.

Eh, maybe half-half.

I think I'm more Cloud Strife coded than Sasuke, but I could just be high and sentimental.