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intro 🪽 21 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ second edtwt acc tried recovery for 2 years restrictive ed / ana basic dnis ♡ or ↻ to be moots 🍓🫶🏼💌 (tags for reach) #edtwt #wiead #omad

cigs over eating era

OH THE FACE ECONOMY

so i’ve recently been noticing my stomach & waist have been shrinking but my legs are still my worst enemy. WHYYYYY???

edtwt baddies over 20… where are you…

i’ve been so inactive bc of moving but i’m so glad to have more space for workouts. i’m thinking of doing kpop choreo again to help lose

pilates & high intensity workouts >>

@Bunnyprincessox thank you 🫂🤍

officially 22! 🥳

listening to my old playlist from pre recovery to get my mind back in the honeymoon phase

my mom pointed out yesterday she’s worried abt me bc i’ve been getting a lot thinner & unintentionally has gassed my ed brain up to keep fasting 🤭

slept for at least 12 hours straight so i’m gonna just keep the fast going 🥳

“i’m gonna lock in” “i’m gonna lock in” “i’m gonna lock in” WHEN AM I GONNA LOCK TF IN?????

having an ed an still not being skinny is a different kind of pain that i’m tired of experiencing

everytime im not active in edtwt just asume im binging atp

Calling all adults of edtwt because I need adult moots

im so jealous of people who have never had an eating disorder, never struggled with food, can just eat normally without overthinking every single thing. it feels like this is all my life has ever been and will ever be

thinking back to my lw and how i’m still not even close is sickening. i genuinely feel so disappointed in myself

the shame i feel after binging and then getting on edtwt….

Me and the person reading this will not gain but lose instead

i’m a bad person i’m a bad girlfriend i’m a bad anorexic i’m a bad friend i’m a bad daughter im a bad sister im a bad employee im