Nerissa 🫧 edtwt

I look at myself in the mirror and am happy about the huge thigh gap and bones showing and then I’m sad because I don’t look beautiful like this. I was beautiful but I can’t stop. I feel like I have to keep going

Because you wish you could finish it and feel like they’re taking it for granted

@cabletvs How do you know? I can’t see any signs of it

Okay well why don’t you just shoot me already

Skinny arms > skinny legs

So how do we post thinspo without 300 weirdo h0rni men following

@maudestarves Girl sorry for not replying normally I do but I was so busy blocking the 300+ weirdo men that followed me!! I did end up eating like 1.1k calories and I’m glad I did because I think if I’d eaten any less I’d have vomited 💀

@suliastar pls tell me you ate a decent amount bc low cal if you’re drinking is a recipe for disaster 😭🙏 it’s always made me black out or throw up

Haven’t eaten all day so I can eat a good 1.5k cals at a party tonight (if I want to) and just enjoy but since I’m not hungry I’m wondering if I should just restrict ?

I don’t even wanna be beautiful I just wanna be sickly thin

@b1ackestdayss That’s so odd but I hate it sm

@fitnerissaa following not but they are all over my feed

Anyone else on edtwt have a sudden influx of weird men following? I’ve blocked over 300 in the past week as opposed to maybe a total of 10 like EVER before??

@evengelbitch Right?? At all it’s the first time. Just went on another blocking spree and still not done. I’ve never experienced this before

@fitnerissaa Hella weirdos on here lately swear a few ears ago it wasn’t this bad

I need to work out more

@spicyywfl0624 So real but I hope you’re not doing that anymore 🥲

@fitnerissaa ✨credit card debt✨

How are people genuinely morbidly obese in this economy? I could barely afford to fuel my own underweight body with everything being so expensive, I couldn’t even be fat if I wanted to

@evengelbitch Real I spent 30 mins yesterday blocking a bunch that followed me. Gonna do the same thing today like gtfo

@fitnerissaa Ew all the non edtwt men in these comments you are all grossss

@CUTTERDYKE @dysturbiadevour Which I understand but I didn’t either. It just is the cheapest thing and just proves my point that it’s not a matter of money but more about wanting to eat something

@fitnerissaa @dysturbiadevour You're so hung up on the pasta you forget that people generally don't want to eat pasta every day

@Germ2085565 Tbh pasta and bread are very cheap and buying so much of junk food that you become obese is also not cheap. In this case portion control was more of an issue rather than money. I hope you’re not struggling with bed because that would be rough and I’m sorry about your struggles

@fitnerissaa As someone from a poor obese family, we don’t but healthy things because they’re expensive. My parents never learned portion control so they will eat everything they’re given even if full. Cheap processed foods that make you fatter are the reason

@junieybugjones Like some people are getting so defensive even though idc that they’re fat. I just don’t like people blaming it on a lack of money because it’s not that

@fitnerissaa so true!! sure McDonald’s breakfast is $5, but so is a loaf of bread and a can of beans, and some cereal and milk if I time it right…..

@dysturbiadevour I get what you’re saying, it’s cheaper than the whole foods and super healthy diet but the junk food is also expensive, it’s by far not the cheapest diet

@fitnerissaa compared to groceries it is dude. How are you an adult but don't understand how much groceries cost nowadays?

@hand0fglory @gagesmorgue We made mostly pasta and toast because eating pasta with cheap tomato puree would be under 2$ for a family of 4. Eating out is not cheaper at all. You could even add a bag of frozen veggies and it’d be cheaper. The cheapest diet is one that won’t make you morbidly obese

@gagesmorgue @fitnerissaa yeah.. 130 ÷ (3 meals a day × 7 days a week) = 6 quid per meal. ur literally spending more than twice as much. even if u cut that down and say 2 meals a day thats STILL 4 quid less