black swan

❦ 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓈𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓈 #𝑒𝒹𝓇𝓉𝓌𝓉 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜 ❦ ✿ she/her 𝜗𝜚 24yrs ✿ dx cptsd, osfed/ana, dep/anxiety ✿ cw 49kg gw 43kg ✿ old acc got deletd & lost my moots ❤︎ dni if minor/in recovery!! ❤︎ ꒰১ stay safe & know i love u ໒꒱

@artyrexic It really does last week I thought the guy checking the house water meter was some criminal casing out the neighbourhood deadass almost called the cops

Why does being anorexic make you so fucking paranoid bro

@_soup13 if that’s insane then I’m fucking looney ur not alone sis 🖤 I can’t wait to get the sick allegations fr

i can't wait until my weight loss is so noticeable that people are asking me if i'm okay. is that insane?? i've only lost 3.2 kg so far, but i did it in a week & a half so hopefully people notice soon 😋

@creampufkitty I see luvs it sucks but better to do it in a way that won’t damage your health! so there’s a benefit to that at least <3

@blackkswana I am trying very hard, but I can’t lower more than 1000 cals 🥲

I have exactly four months to get skinny to see Lolo zouai live in Paris. I have to lock in so much harder and faster

@creampufkitty Oooh I’m so silly I was thinking the one on the left was your current, but yes hun maybe not like tiny skinny but you definitely can start now & will see much progress by then anyway, the time will pass regardless hehe that’s the way I think of it ^.^

@blackkswana Wait really u think my body (on the right pic) can get skinny in 3 months ? 🥹

@angelicdr3ams_ looks healthy and yummy <333

I wasn’t gonna eat breakfast, but yeah. 494c 🫩

@swtnrbunny Literally!!! it’s so crazy how our stomachs shrink like that

@blackkswana no seriously i get so full after a few bites …..

genuinely can’t remember the last time I ate 1000c in a day, once u start heavy deficit it becomes ur normal it’s physically uncomfortable for me to over eat now & honestly that alone keeps me in check

@prfctexistence omg another lax traumatized baddie…. Never again will I touch them they scare the shit outta me pun intended or wtv

i just realised i’m a bulimic in every possible way (purging, exercise purging, fasting) but one thing i’ll never touch is laxatives i learnt my lesson frfr

@prfctexistence literally locking in saved my life you GOT THIS BB

@blackkswana woah i need to look like this immediately

dainty & delicate

@CannellaCalorie says u omg

@blackkswana What an angel 😍

@_soup13 oh soup just kiss me already

@blackkswana sooo thinspo omg

@bunnyhops444 she’s literally perfect

🪽🪽 ariiii

@alch1my Oh yeah

you ever just weigh yourself on the basis that if u havent dropped you’re not allowed to eat

& those steps are on top of my run & my yoga & my workout LOL genuinely sometimes idk how I find time in the day but I mean… it’s 7 am it’s yoga work out time baby

overate yesterday (healthy foods thank god) strawbanana smoothie +granola & crushed almonds peppered steak (about one cup) +a slice of homemade bread with butter was worried about the cals then I check my steps for yesterday & all is well now for today, my one scheduled apple

@flowergirlyn Literally same fuckkk

okay so ofc i know there’s nothing healthy about an ed then tell me why the hell do i feel like i’m healthmaxxing and i’m such a selfcare girl in my honeymoon stages… like i tend to try romanticise everything but girl you know damn well this ain’t pretty

@kxtequ apples <3

what’s your comfort food?