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I’m still sick and nothings better betting . I’m throwing my life and youth away for what ?

I’m so sick of being fat

The ‘ill recover when I’m dead’ mindset has really taken over me

feckingggg fools dude

the way everyone thinks I’m recovering hahahaha 😭😭😭

Feeling ? Not fat ?

@NlNGRlNAS Good luck dude !!! I heard it works super well

warning: I am on a keto diet and WILL tweet about it so if you hate that do NOT follow me (I am literally studying medicine and nutrition so don't try to bark at me thanks)

pls yes they’re not tooo high and fill u up decently !!!

speak 4 urself tumblr 2014 girlies … I don’t want to be dainty and feminine, I want to be so thin that my body is totally androgynous… aghhh

This isn’t an excuse to be rude about people at all ofc .. but like . It’s important to consider as context that this is literally a mental illness ..

people get so mad at Ed sufferers for being ‘fatphobic’ … dude I literally cried over a tomato and then binged on 5000 calories an hour later, my brain is not well 😭

I wouldn’t wish purging / bulimia on anyone lmao … it seemed so harmless, and now, 2 years later I’m literally having my heart monitored / blood taken every couple of days to check my body isn’t going to seize up and die

no bcs if I get sent back to the hospital I’ll cry

How many calories in pussy ? Asking for a friend

@seokcals Thanks bbb

Ew

Lmaooo I’m creasin like how can I be sent to hospital bcs of my bulimia and then come back and immediately start purging

@seokcals Thanks dude . They said I can leave later when this last drip is done ? Maybe so I’m feeling good hahaha

lol I know the caption of this is being silly but guys trust me never let your Ed get to this point, this is so miserable I can’t explain it. Recovery is worth it and not just something for other people, for YOU too