Just my usual post about how I'm still just super obsessed with my husband. 🥹💛 I love him more than I ever thought this heart was capable of loving.
This last week has held one of the hardest things I will probably ever have to go through, and he held me through it all.
Unexpected benefit of motherhood:
Someone is always monitoring you.
Just told the boys I had to go to the bathroom and I'd be right back. Oldest goes, "Okay! Wait, again?!"
The absolute amount of
✨patience✨
it takes to raise decent human beings is just really baffling to me.
God bless my parents and the village that raised me. 😂
Low-key obsessed with my hubby. Don't even know if it's right or not, but 2 years with him and I still think the saddest part of my day is the sound of the door closing as he goes off to work. 🤷♀️
Having one of those, "Oh my gosh, how did I get to marry you? 😍" kinda weeks with the hubby.
Life has been tough + exhausting. Stepmomming ain't easy. Holidays with a blended fam ain't easy. Sick kiddos on holidays ain't easy.
But I wouldn't want to do it with anyone else.
Please, for the love, do NOT ever look at a stepmom while she is struggling and tell her she knew what she was signing up for when she married her spouse.
Nobody knows exactly what marriage or parenthood will be like, and stepmomming is a different level of difficult.
Me, watching my husband sleep: "Oh my Lord, he is precious. I love him so much. How could I ever be upset with him?"
Also me, a few hours later when the boys are a loud circus and he's the ringleader: "Ohhhh. That's how."
🙃😂
Hubby is sleeping peacefully.
Kiddos are giggling in their room.
Sun is shining through the window.
These are the kind of mornings I prayed for. 💛 Thank You, Lord, for Your kindness.
Honest talk:
I love my husband. I love my stepkiddos. We are VERY blessed with the dynamic that we have. We are a family. 💛
But also . . . until I became a stepmom + second wife, I didn't realize there were so many subtle ways a person could feel cheated out of things.