Claire Taylor 🇬🇧ioekah Lumish , ( Alcyone )@ClaireT13274488
Since awakening and finding out my true higher self , I just feel Iv lost the joy in life , all the things I used to enjoy doing , Iv lost , for example I used to enjoy going out and looking round museums and now it seems pointless , I used to enjoy going cinema and now since learning about the satanic actors I no longer want to watch the movies , shopping seems pointless and very overpriced and since learning about the consumerism issues I’m trying to be more mindful of what I need . Iv lost freinds on my beliefs and my bereaved partner ,so I don’t go out much and when I’m home thinking on what I can do , I’m at a loss 🤷♀️I scroll online and most of it is fake and utter crap , lies and propaganda or trying to sell us something, even doing my art and diy jobs has become a chore rather than a hobby. Everything costs money to do anything or go anywhere especially when you live remote.
I’m totally stuck and I don’t want to waste my time doing meaningless things or being around energy draining people. I went out with my friend the other day into the city ( Newcastle) and it was packed outside on the streets,but the shops was empty and expensive and the food mediocre for the price and we walked around and around till my legs and feet hurt ,then came home on the train ,and all I can say was the company was the only thing good about the day really ,as she’s my bestie 🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️I can’t do this for years on end , I will go stir crazy 🤪 What’s the answer ?