Rachel

@hensskin i don’t think it’s possible to recover from an ed and get this lean without relapsing. we get EDs because we have a biological predisposition that means our brain reacts differently than it should when in a calorie deficit, so i just don’t think it’s possible she’s not disordered

is this a dumb vid to get triggered by,,. she looks TINY

@edtwtx9d @ncoh3n @hensskin she is very small for her height. maybe your thighs are smaller, or you weigh less, but it should all be proportional to height

@ncoh3n @hensskin Also my thighs appear bigger true but they’re smaller, I’m just very short.

i craving orange chicken so bad

i’m getting poke and after i’m going out tonight (which means drinking). i’m so proud of myself im done saying no to plans because of my eating disorder

ignore my messy room and dirty mirror i’m depressed sorry. but late october-now. these shorts used to be so cute im actually sad

i’m feeling very motivated to recover. my goal for myself is to stop saying no to/avoiding plans because of food. i want a big life and of that means getting bigger then that’s a sacrifice i have to make

i’m fr so fed up with this disorder. my body is uglier now, i’m antisocial, bitchy asf, no fun, tired, stupid etc etc. like i’m so fed up but the process of recovering is so hard and i legit can’t do it and still go to work and class and function

@211cals i don’t think the relationship will be successful if you try to keep this part of yourself from him. u don’t have to use the words ‘eating disorder’, but i feel like u should just say u have food issues lol

How tf do you hide your ed when you get a bf my talking stage is getting kinda serious and I’m scared

just found out my new depression medication (which i desperately need rn) is also used for weight gain should i just kms

@notg0nnafail ur body is so tea i’m so jealous i feel like u look good at any weight

please tell me what i am because i can’t tell anymore

@mysticitlikeher in treatment i was forced to gain weight super quickly so i have very little empathy for pple who ‘can’t gain weight’. if i can gain 3 lbs/week u can do .5 bffr

my question is how do people actually struggle to gain weight🫥 idk just drink a smoothie or something or have some nuts omg there are so many calorie dense foods to choose from (unless you have a medical problem ofc this isnt talking about that)

@aposikenedos 4 kg and all i did was cry and sleep

@SUlCIDEQUARTZ my roommate just told me she got weighed at the doctors and hadn’t realized she’d gained weight and she wasn’t upset just surprised and i was like omfg what i would give to have that relationship w my body

confession i hope this doesn’t come off fatphobic because that’s the exact opposite of my intention but i am so JEALOUS of the way that fat people who don’t want to lose weight eat and live their lives. it feels like so much more freedom than the life i’m subjecting myself to.

@ruscvre green cuz yall don’t even wanna know how much i could fit into 1 day

@juniperonline_ my roommate is like this and i’m SO JEALOUS but also she throws out sm good food or lets it go bad and it literally kills meee

⠀⠀🎧⠀habits I’ve noticed (°ロ°) ｡ from ‘naturally skinny .ᐟ friends / people⠀⠀꒰🍓୭ #edtwt ! ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀꒰  ♡ ↺ appreciated ꒱ᩧ

@seap3arl tag me plzzz

i’ve been eating 1-200 cals more/day for the past week and i’ve gained 5 lbs. ik it’s not real weight but gosh i feel like shit

@soleilastarves i think my fav is the oatmeal choc chip

—— quest protein bar rating 🧵 ̖́- ⪧ ◟ my initial thoughts ◞ . . . ♡ ˖ ࣪ ‹ an ongoing thread for #edtwt

@Ilovedazai201 @alliamis_ginger we all have a group chat without u and we all decided not to do it to confuse u

@alliamis_ginger im gonna cry this so embarrassing

food poll except its all italian (ˉ﹃ˉ) ⊹₊cals dont count ₊⊹ #edtwt #shedtwt #foodpoll #mealspo #ed #craving #ana #mia #bed