elle (maintaining for now) (0 days b/p free)

I hate that I don’t “look” sick. It’s weird because people in real life do express concern, but on here if you’re not like bmi 13 you basically don’t have an ED. I know that’s not how it works, as someone who’s had an ED longer than majority of the people on this platform

@Cvtesyish @skinnlheart Die

@skinnlheart You should lose at least a bit of weight. Maybe a good 30kg to 20kg?

i feel like nobody cares about me anymore because i’m fat now

@nocanfuckingdo @misaflorae @ceilingnoose Also if you take a moment you’d realize whatever ur describing is what I’m saying bodychecking isn’t lol

@edtwtx9d @misaflorae @ceilingnoose you don’t have to be feeling bones or any of that extra shit u just said. skinny people can make a video of them twirling around in a 2 piece and u niggas instantly scream that their body checking cs they’re skinny. yall annoying asf

body checking on tiktok

@nocanfuckingdo @misaflorae @ceilingnoose what I said is the clinical definition of body checking, what ur talking ab is what TikTok has changed it to be

@boneyfigs I’m confused ??

Stop saying bulimic when you mean consuming unusually large amounts of food followed by compensatory behaviors like self-induced vomiting, excessive exercise or laxative abuse to prevent weight gain

@VVF6upANr855445 Literally I’m underweight but bc of how my body structure is I just look normal bye 😭

i feel like edtwt favours a body type only a few people are actually able to achieve, small ribcage, small hips, small shoulders, and it doesnt matter how small u get youll still feel huge because u dont fit the exact same body type, ik bc at my lw i felt that

@loki91229037 @elstragedies Same goes for twitter honestly 😭

@elstragedies its clear everyone on edtt is a child and this is just another reason to not give children phones omg they dont even know the harm theyre causing, to others AND themselves

like what are we doing even

@444bmi she’s annoying

she’s so fucking spo oh my god

@ofclmayaclaire @minisversion tired of people masculinizing healthy women like let’s just say she looks good and move on bc this is misogynistic asl

@minisversion uppies?

anyway here’s my toned arms from eating whatever I want & doing pole dancing. your body needs food!! you deserve to eat & nourish yourself!!

@misaflorae @ceilingnoose Alr chief

@edtwtx9d @ceilingnoose you can’t tell where i was looking in my camera but i was staring at my stomach, body checking has not lost its meaning because i was checking my body and staring at my body!

@pinkandlosing @lilailanine Yuppp I was born 4 months early bc my mom was bulimic (on top of me being a triplet 😭)

@lilailanine yeah but you’ll probably have a miscarriage or a very very premie baby

Can u still get pregnant if ur periods stopped due to malnourishment?

@lilailanine Yes

@will0am her legs are literally bigger than mine idk why you’re trying to gaslight me rn it’s not working

@edtwtx9d She has more muscle than you and muscle is slimmer than fat by volume. Her legs are smaller lol I’m not even lying they literally are

is this a dumb vid to get triggered by,,. she looks TINY

Didn’t even try to have a good day. I woke up had a very satisfying low cal breakfast, then b/ped immediately after lol I’m going back to bed fuck

@will0am literally just not true

@edtwtx9d Girl no I’m being serious lol ur legs are small sure but hers are definitely smaller than urs 😭

@will0am @ncoh3n @hensskin you’re just straight lying lol

@edtwtx9d @ncoh3n @hensskin Relative to your size, yes they are. Her thighs are still smaller by comparison

@misaflorae @ceilingnoose So body checking has lost its actual meaning. this is not a body check. Body checking happens IRL, it’s when people feel their bones or wrap their arms around their wrist or in videos, when they are staring at specific body parts while recording (hence the dead eye stare)

@ceilingnoose that’s okay! i made the video with intent to show my weight loss as i used to be 55lbs heavier, so i would count that as a body check but to each their own

@iluvmichaelhall @eterniiel And the same can be said for people with BED, they’re also malnourished because they’re eating too much of the wrong things and not enough of things with nutrients. Ugh I hate it here

@iluvmichaelhall @eterniiel Holy shit yes. I am underweight and people still say I look normal. Bitch I haven’t had a period naturally since i weighed 120lbs and I’m 5’2. bmi is literally not a full indicator of whether someone is nourished enough; I am not healthy because I DONT EAT ENOUGH!

I genuinely don’t understand the thought process of some people, like have some compassion??? The fuck ?

rant over. Take care of yourselves fr this shit is not worth it

Of course, I have an ED too. I know how fucking hard it is to stop. But I will not pretend like my behaviors don’t hurt people and I do all I can to harm reduce so that they don’t.

lowkey yall need to realize having an ED IS selfish in some ways, and it’s why EDs are simultaneously life ruining. The harsh truth is that in the long term, EDs are not sustainable and will not give you the life you think it will. You WILL hurt and frustrate the people