rui’s backup ⁝⁞⁝⁞ʕु•̫͡•ʔु☂⁝⁞⁝⁝

rebranding this account because my account got limited Oops … ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)

i lost my files but this one image of me at near lw haunts me im kinda standing like IL and oh my god my face was so hollow and dead and my skin was so pale i NEED to get back there again bmi 15s rescue me from my hell no pics from lw cause i was too dead to do anything

and 13.9 is lower than my lw soooooooooooooo i will feel better when im at lw which is 14.5 but ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ) i still have 5.6 kg to go until then thats about a month and a half ,… i will have so much fun (FATTEST /sarc ever)

i should be bmi 16.2 next sunday ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ) weight loss goes painfully slow idk im just gonna weigh myself on like thursday and see what happens ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ) i dont want to eat at all i just want to starve and die bmi 15s in 2 weeks hee hee FINALLY

tomorrow i will wear the shorts that make me look fat in order to humiliate myself in hospital and i will have konjac noodles and yogurt and coconut and vanilla syrup for lunch and i will have cucumber and egg white soup for dinner i am excited

i’m so exhausted i just want it to end ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ)ლ(́◕◞౪◟◕‵ლ) i’m also so screwed cause i dont know when the actual deadline of my project is i will be asking tomorrow but omfg help

i wish i could eat stuff like this so bad

is anyone on uk edtwt in south east london 🥹🥹16-18 yo only please… can we be friends ? im jirai if it helps too LOL

@modernotters i really hope everything turns outnokay ٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶ this is genuinely so scary … i believe in you 🫂🫂stay strong, you can do it (´∀` )(´∀` )❤︎

cool i feel like my bf is gonna khs during exam season igcses suck ass sent myself to the psych ward bc of how badly it took a toll on me im really scared

336 yog bowl🎀🧁👛🍭 𖾕𖾝꙼ᩚ𛲕𖾟ੑ

@junidiary_ @Zippymine__ ٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶٩(ŏ﹏ŏ、)۶ either way, it says i sent you a request , so if you cant add me its probably okay ^^

@caudatumsylvas @Zippymine__ I didn’t find your user?? Maybe there is a typo ?

saw an ad for this random cal tracking app. can someone try it and tell me what they think ??

food poll; 🥪💻🥣👩‍💻 the LONG awaited r/kitchencels PART FOUR!!!!!??!!!!???! might just be a distraction thread AGAIN? might just be grosspo AGAIN? noone knows #thisorthat #edtwt #grosspo (sorta) #foodpoll

@Anonwtbb it’ll stop eventually i literally promise , it might be depression or something making you feel that way :(( stay safe and sane … hugs 🫂

i have been in a a horrible mindset of dont give a shit anymore the past few days and been eating SO MUCH, i feel disgusting and bloated i need to stop

@pizzanatorr this looks absolutely delectable omgs

ok i tried to fast today

@berrymeow_3 THIS LOOKS SSSOOOO GOOD OMG😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷hope u enjoyed !! ( ～'ω')～( ～'ω')～( ～'ω')～

this is all i had yesterday but im still scared i gained ˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ...

@poochsheen tbh it kindof just looks like an anorexia concoction but like the exact opposite 😭😭😭 like instead of mixing all the low cal low fat stuff ever its high cal high fat LOL

bruh what df is this it deadass looks like throw up i’m sorry

realistically the heaviest one but also i just want peeps

ube sponge with young coconut cream, whipped vanilla ganache, and toasted flakes