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Response to Samantha and Michael
Why was it so hard to get over?
Because I recognize the Ancient Love.
I didn’t want to be with anyone but Him.
We Love each other so deeply.
We open portals, awaken dragons, remembered all kinds of magical in our time together.
Our love is deeply passionate and romantic and full of so much love when we weren’t working from our human ego and shadow identity.
It took so much time for people to sit with me and hold space for me to process the pain of choosing myself and walking away from that love and Remembrance.
It was in no way perfect.
But it was Pure Love when we worked from that space and get out of the way and let Love be Love.
There were so many things about it that were challenging and yes, other women namely you Samantha, were a challenge. I tried to talk to you Samantha last August and you said you weren’t willing because you feel I have dark passengers.
I tried again in April and you said there’s no need to since I worked it out with Michael.
What I find comical and the pattern repeating with, is last summer you were way in our energy field. Michael telling me he’s going to meet up with you and do spiritual work with you and how you feel raped by me by me looking at your account. And he said that right after we were done making love. It was a lot to stay present and open minded within our relationship.
What I’ve had to come to terms with is gross. The fact that I remember this deep Ancient Love, and I opened my home, my bed, my mind, my womb as you were in his dms judging me. What’s so painful is I was completely honest and transparent with Michael trusting my heart, my mind, my secrets and vulnerabilities as my lover and the fact that you come at me with them is really gross. You and your relationship with him caused so many trust issues. And much of what you accuse me of was what he would say when we would argue. You have deeply influenced Michael’s field and perception with your beliefs, fears, and projections.
I’ve done so much healing and pattern clearing around how on earth did any of this happen?
And the thing I find a little ironic is the pattern is repeating with you…there are other women he’s entertaining other than you. That’s not my story to tell.
What’s interesting is seeing how some people chameleon around the people they surround themselves with.
Sir Francis now sounds like Samantha, rather than the Sir Francis I met with Michael when we worked with him. Sekhmet has your flair, Michael has your flair. He also now has your fears, your beliefs and your attitude.
You can’t take away the Love that Michael and I shared. It’s part of me. And you’re receiving a measure of Jenna’s love as he loves you.
I’m sure you’re kitchen dancing with your “juicy butt”, I see you Scorpio, baby, sir Francis telling him to “love her”, toning together as I taught him, creating circuits as you make love, taking baths, showering together, brushing your hair, squish hugs and making love under the moon light watching the stars, you’re worth the wait because this is real. It’s all really
incredibly romantic. I remember.
And it’s all ok.
I’m sure he’s loving experiencing something new with you.
Michael’s restlessness and sense of adventure is not really aligned with what I needed to choose for myself at this time which is consistency and showing up for myself everyday.
I set up really clear boundaries before Michael came and it wasn’t like either of us thought it would be. I’m sure some of the moral things you accuse me of are around really clear boundaries before he ever left Egypt. I didn’t budge on those boundaries.
Anything you know about anyone else, is from Michael’s irritation, judgement, insecurity and interpretation around it. And funny because life usually give us a dose of what we judge, He mocked the people that came to love me, yet he now has you and someone else that did the exact same thing for him and both of you two to grow also.
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