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I hate being perceived not at my lowest weight because I'm not even at my full potential yet

@bunniedwll splenda + unsweetened vanilla almond milk = heaven on earth

so people who dont drink normal milk why do you hate yourselves all alternatives are disgusting

@_angel988 a permanent solution sounds kinda nice actually

"suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" i dont think being abused as a child is temporary

b/p tonight but halfway through people woke up & I can't purge so I'm praying the calories aren't enough to make me gain

@lu2uuv cookies as well!! a lot of baked goods get me in a bind

what is y’all’s weakness food?? like i mean something that is just SO hard for you to resist if offered/in front of you etc. mine is def chocolate chip cookies….. i lose control around them

@minroscs when I'm on eating disorder twitter and see things relating to eating

I was fucking 98lbs yesterday why is the scale playing in my face

@mel988qw A, I rather know exactly how much I've eaten versus losing the weight and not being able to maintain it because I don't know the exact intake amount

Would you rather: a) know the calories to EVERYTHING you eat automatically b) lose 10kg right now c) wish your fp came back

@kitty24010 beaut!!! I love that flavor of fiber one! hope you enjoyed :)) ❤️

tonight’s dinner

@PrettyDemonPriv I abused them to force my bowels to function (unironically damaging them) and to remove water weight so I got the most accurate weigh-ins possible after fasting

Sorry if its insensitive to ask but why r some ppl w eds addicted in laxatives if they dont work w kcals? Like ur body still absorvs the kcals u ate and ure just losing water weight 😞

@cunfettsi give me a fork and 4 minutes tops

who says anorexics cant cook? 😂😂

@chanellezss FR and if you live with other people it's like sneaking about just to purge

everyone talks about binging at night but can we talking abt a morning binge pls

@postpantheress WTAF these are real? Holy shit Halo Top bring them back

does anyone else still mourn the discontinued halo top brownies? it’s been 2 years and i still dream of these, they were so perfect

@ghostivyleaves truth!! some of the kindest people I've met have been from edtwt and it really goes to show how understanding we are of one another

everyone is so kind I'm gonna tear up a little❤️ I love oomfs I'm friends with and joke around with and there are people who are so sweet to me I'm genuinely speechless at their kindhearted replies

binge haul tonight is chocolate covered almonds, biscoff cookies, and cookies & cream icecream the shit I waste my money on smh

@Aleiasss69 they are accurate because of sugar alcohols qualifying as carbohydrates

I keep seeing people say that the calories in Halo Top aren’t accurate is this true??? I really wanna try it but idk!! #edrtwr

@mayssdiaryy I fucking hate the binge/purge aspect and I am lukewarm about the restriction part It causes chaos in my home, not just for me but my environment, my family, my house, everything

I have a question how do you all feel about ur disorders and how do they effect ur daily life and routine?

@fr4gi1eb0n3s yes because we used to have a screened alexa that would turn on in a security camera mode and show the entire room whenever my mom wanted to tune in

u ever do some crazy disordered stuff while being home alone & then start thinking “what if there r secret cameras installed all over the house”