deeyore

so uhhh.. what's up chat 😭 been a while eh? lol tldr life update: my health went a little (a lot) crazy after tc and i kinda went full social avoidance for a bit there while i try to deal with it.. tbh i will probs still be around very rarely but i hope everyone is doing well 💜

@kachicu me when i use ai to generate an apology instead of using my brain for three seconds

this mf in my friends dms going “i’m still trying to understand what i did” be so fucking fr rn

My personal account of 3+ years of friendship with Caleb Shade/717poke/Producer Poke General TW docs.google.com/document/d/17p…

nows a good PSA: please be cautious around people who obsessively hate/vent about others and generally keep making fusses about situations or individuals (shit talking / gossiping) because you never know how much of the truth they are spinning and how manipulative it can be

My experience with caleb shade docs.google.com/document/d/10r…

Regarding Caleb Shade- I have no intentions of releasing a full doc, as i believe that enough of my story and screenshots are showcased in Walker's, and I would encourage that you read that, as well as documents released by other victims. My statement can be found below.

My experience with Caleb Shade:

me and @Skreesie’s experience with caleb shade / poke717 (tw for SA, harrassment, homophobia, racism) docs.google.com/document/d/1-2…

my own experience with caleb shade, please mind the trigger warnings docs.google.com/document/d/1-T…

please read laurie's doc first <3 i unfortunately was also part of this..! i don't really know what to say, this whole thing has taken a toll on me and i appreciate anyone willing to read our experiences docs.google.com/document/d/1hm…

my experience with caleb shade, the recently removed Quag Fridays producer, and his sexual harassment, manipulation, and extortion of me and others. please read. docs.google.com/document/d/1Eq…

@Nominalgravy ABSOLUTELY HUUUGE!! CONGRATSSS!!!

WE GOT TWITCH PARTNER!!! What an amazing birthday present from @Twitch I've been streaming for over 5+ Years now, after so long finally reaching partner feels like a dream come true! A massive thank you to everyone who has helped me get this far!

wishing evil things on evil people rn

“What you made with Sora mattered, and we know this news is disappointing. We’ll share more soon, including timelines for the app and API and details on preserving your work.” Here's where you're wrong, Sam - none of it mattered. It was slop and it will be forgotten immediately

forcing myself to lock in because omg i only have one and a half episodes left i can DO THIS !!!!!! if i don't finish it now i just know i'll end up never coming back to it for like a year and then i'll have to start all over and i'll literally *die*

@AprilRains_ no literally saaaame like i was so on top of it for a while and then i got distracted for like a week and by then i'd completely lost the plot LOL

@deeyore95 I think I’ve reached the same point 😂 I was keeping up so well with my main POV at the start then it just snow balled and I gave up LMAO

atp i think i'm just gonna have to wait until bannerfall ends and THEN catch up because i am so locked tf out rn laksjdfalsd my brain is just way too scrambled and i have NO clue what is even happening in this smp anymore lmaooo

@Londons_Antari so i've seen 😂 literally this is me opening twitter every day to see everyone traumatized from the newest interaction or creaking king message or whatever LOL

@deeyore95 Dee they are all throwing so many bricks, its so mean and evil /silly

me and my brain about to go to war rn because i'm just FIVE eps away from finishing all *115* episodes of vox machina but omg my stupid dumb dumb brain won't lock tf in so i can actually finish them 😭 like this is the WORST timing bruh