enea jtm

Mimi aujourd'hui

i wake up wanting to kill myself

i wish my body would just give up and die already

If I were to take my own life, no one would even notice

i'm tired of feeling like i'm fucking crazy

when the only escape was sleep but I can't even sleep anymore

the sexual tension between me & disappearing without an explanation

that sick feeling when you can actually feel the pain in your chest from hearing something or seeing something that really breaks your heart

I have no true self, only a disgusting rotting body that's not even worthy to be buried

I disappoint everyone around me!!

How it feels to say "nevermind" when u genuinely have so much to say

En tant que personne borderline, il suffit que je remarque un tout petit changement chez un proche pour que mon cerveau parte en vrille et dans ces moments-là mon premier réflexe c'est souvent de couper les ponts

J’en ai trop marre d’être sensible jpleure pr rien à chaque fois jprend tt mal tt me blesse frr comment tu veux avancer dans la vie comme ça

i’m too stupid to commit suicide id probably just end up paralyzed