I'm so attached to staying and looking for solutions because when I get fed up, I don't reply, I don't call, and I just disappear even if I'm dying inside.
I will never reconcile with anyone who deliberately went out their way to sabotage or hurt me in anyway. This can be family, friends, associates, whoever. Once you show me who you are, I can't unsee it.
I saw a tweet that said “I feel like I’m constantly worrying about the next part of my life without realizing that I’m right in the middle of what I used to look forward to” and I felt that.